I was having fun,
Didn't notice the darkness of night began
"Don't run away child." I heard those whisper, a multiple times.
"Forget it! I'm too scared to face it" I shouted, and here it comes the loneliness.
Walking like a princess—
But reality hits me, makes me realize that I'm the villain.
I was looking at the mirror, those reflections I can't ignore.
Seeing those glares who made me feel insecure.
Burning like a fire I can't cure.
Is this really me? I'm not sure.
They begin to treat me like a Daisy,
It makes me happy, living in that kind of fantasy.
"Did you think it's easy? Fulfilling their dreams and their ecstasy?"
"WHAT A SHAME!" for making me this messy
My heart suddenly skip beating
Someone said, "KEEP GOING!"
Those words in my ears are still echoing
But something stop me, "HELP ME! I'm drowning"
Honey, smash it until it cracks
Didn't know you're not strong enough
Watch it until you're breaking apart
Blood were dripping on its own heart
Seeing myself slowly laying down on the floor
I've never seen it before.
I'm too coward to face the truth,
Maybe overthinking is the root.
I smile and then close my eyes. "Funny, how I sunk my own boat."