The mud-slicked route through the district mercantile square sucked at the soles of my boots. The pale afternoon sky offered no real warmth, and the three heavy, awkwardly shaped parcels in my arms were already making my shoulders ache. Maris always made sure I ran these errands during the busiest hours of the day. It was her way of reminding the entire pack that the Ashford family maintained perfect order, starting with their omega servant.
The dread settled in my stomach long before I reached the central stalls. The market was loud, crowded, and completely unforgiving.
I kept my head lowered, trying to weave through the throngs of people buying fresh meat and winter fabrics. I just needed to reach the apothecary and get back to the estate.
Two younger, ranked fighters stepped out from a weapons stall right in front of me. They saw me coming. They had plenty of room to move aside, but they deliberately veered from their path.
The larger one struck his shoulder hard against mine.
The impact jarred my teeth. I stumbled, struggling to keep the heavy parcels from spilling into the mud.
"Watch your step, omega," the fighter said. He did not look sorry. He looked entirely satisfied.
"My apologies," I murmured, staring at the dirt covering his boots.
"You should really look where you are going," his companion added, laughing openly. "Or maybe Maris needs to put you on a tighter leash."
I adjusted my grip on the packages and kept walking. I did not give them the reaction they wanted. A few stalls down, a merchant's daughter stood inspecting a bolt of dyed wool. She glanced over her shoulder, saw me carrying the Ashford crest on my apron, and scoffed loud enough for the entire row to hear.
"I still do not understand why the Beta's wife insists on buying quality goods when she sends that girl to fetch them," the merchant's daughter said to her friend. "It feels like a waste. What does a servant know about fine things? Her only future involves scrubbing our floors."
Her friend giggled, hiding her mouth behind her hand. "She probably steals half of it."
My wolf was completely calm, and that made her current mood far more dangerous than her rage.
《Look at her,》 Nyra instructed, her voice a cold, flat line in my mind. 《Do not stare at the ground, Lyra.》
"I cannot fight them," I told her silently. "You know I can't."
《I am not asking you to fight them today,》 my wolf replied. 《I am asking you to memorize them. We need to remember exactly who they are when we leave them behind to rot.》
I locked my jaw. I accepted her cold logic. I lifted my chin just enough to catch the merchant's daughter's face in my peripheral vision, permanently filing her sneer into my memory.
I finished the errands as quickly as the merchants allowed. My arms were trembling from the weight of the parcels by the time I left the final stall. I did not want to walk back down the main thoroughfare. I could not handle another shoulder check or another loud insult.
I altered my route, slipping into the narrow, dimly lit stone passage that ran directly behind the weavers' shops. The alley was damp and shadowed, smelling strongly of wet stone and discarded dye. It was isolated.
It was also already occupied.
Kael Draven leaned heavily against the stone wall halfway down the passage. He wore a dark jacket, and he had positioned himself specifically to block the narrowest choke point of the alley. It looked exactly as if he had tracked my movements through the market and simply waited for me to walk into his trap.
The oxygen vanished from the confined space the second I saw him.
I halted several paces away. I held the parcels tighter against my chest, treating them like a shield.
He did not move to let me pass. He stayed leaning against the masonry, executing a slow, deliberate visual assessment. His gaze dragged over my boots, up the line of my skirt, and finally rested on my face. The look carried the heavy, abrasive friction of a physical touch.
"You are walking differently today, Lyra," Kael said. His voice was low, carrying effortlessly through the quiet alley.
"I am just walking, Kael," I replied, keeping my tone perfectly neutral. "Please let me pass. Maris is waiting for these."
He pushed off the wall and took a slow step into my space. "No, you are not just walking. You are holding your shoulders back."
"I have chores to finish," I said, taking a small step backward.
"Why the sudden change?" he asked, ignoring my retreat. He closed the distance between us with two long strides. "Did you find yourself a distraction from scrubbing floors?"
I stared at the center of his chest. "I do not know what you mean."
Kael let out a dark, mocking sound. He lowered his voice into an invasive, territorial register. "Did you finally find a boyfriend down in the lower dens? Is that what is keeping your spine so straight today? Some unranked piece of trash who tells you you are special?"
"No," I said quickly. The accusation was so bizarre it actually threw me off balance.
"It is a pathetic picture," Kael continued, stepping so close I could feel the heat radiating from his body. "Two weak omegas trying to play mate. Trying to build a little life together out of scraps. Is that your grand secret, Lyra?"
He used the insult to probe, watching my face to see exactly what would provoke a reaction.
I gripped the parcels so tightly the paper began to tear. "I do not have a secret. I do not have a boyfriend. Move out of my way."
Before I could take another step back, Kael moved. He crowded into my airspace and forced me backward until my spine hit the cold, damp stone of the alley wall. He braced his hand flat against the masonry directly beside my head, effectively caging me in.
He leaned down until his mouth was inches from my ear.
"I violently dislike anyone keeping secrets within my territory," Kael informed me softly. "And you belong to my territory."
My pulse kicked wildly against my throat. The panic was real and sharp, driven by his sudden territorial anger. But underneath the terror, a humiliating, involuntary heat bloomed low in my stomach. The sheer physical mass of him completely dominated the space. His scent wrapped around me, heavy with pine and pure Alpha dominance. My body recognized him as a predator, and yet it reacted with a treacherous, entirely uninvited awareness.
Nyra paced frantically in my mind, her instincts flaring at the sheer weight of his possessive intent. 《Get him away from us.》
I refused to remain pinned against the wall for him to dissect. I dropped my right shoulder, shifted the parcels to one arm, and drove the heel of my free hand violently against Kael’s braced forearm.
I hit him with enough sudden, desperate force to actually shift his balance for a fraction of a second.
I did not wait for his permission to pass. I squeezed through the narrow gap between his chest and the stone, my shoulder brushing hard against his jacket.
I practically ran down the remainder of the alleyway. Kael did not pursue me. He did not reach out to grab me.
Instead, he let out a low, breathy laugh. The sound actively tracked me down the length of the passage, pressing against my spine like a physical hand.
I reached the isolated rear service entrance of the packhouse. I threw myself through the heavy wooden door, bolted down the short hall, and ducked into the cramped, windowless supply closet near the kitchen. I kicked the door shut behind me and slid the iron lock into place.
I dropped the heavy parcels onto the floor. They hit the wood with a dull thud. I pressed both palms flat against the back of the door, leaning my forehead against the rough grain, trying to force my violently shaking hands back into stillness.
My breath came in ragged, shallow gasps. The closet smelled of bleach and old mops, but all I could smell was Kael.
《Stop lying to yourself,》 my wolf demanded softly.
"I am not lying," I whispered out loud, still pressing my hands against the wood. "He cornered me."
《He did,》 Nyra agreed, her voice clinical and brutally honest. 《But fear does not make your blood run hot like that. Fear does not make your pupils dilate when a man leans into your neck. I felt it, Lyra. I felt exactly what happened when he crowded your space and demanded to know about other men.》
"Stop it," I snapped mentally, squeezing my eyes shut.
《He dropped his voice, and your pulse spiked. He boxed you in, and your body practically leaned into him.》
"He is vicious," I dictated through clenched teeth, forcing the facts to the front of my mind. "He is cruel. He spends his days humiliating me for sport. He is entirely committed to Selene, and he only cornered me because he views me as property."
《All of those things are true,》 Nyra said calmly.
"Then drop it. He is the last man on earth I would ever allow myself to want."
《You can dictate the rules of your pride all you want, Lyra.》 Her presence an unavoidable truth. 《But the biological reactions of the body rarely ask pride for permission. He is a dominant Alpha. He staked a claim on your secrets, and your body recognized the weight of it.》
"I hate him," I insisted. A single tear of pure frustration leaked out and tracked down my cheek. "I hate everything about him."
《You do hate him,》 Nyra agreed, entirely unbothered by the human contradiction. 《Hatred and arousal can occupy the exact same space. You need to accept that it happened so you can control it. If he realizes he can trigger that response from you, he will use it to break you completely before we ever reach the city.》
I let out a long, shuddering breath. I wiped my face with the back of my hand. She was right. It was not enough that Kael controlled my environment. Now I had to fight my own physiological response to his proximity.
"Few more hours," I told myself, picking the parcels up from the floor. "I just need to avoid him for a few more hours"
I unlocked the closet door and stepped back out into the hall. The clock was ticking down, but the trap felt closer and tighter than ever.