Chapter Forty-Five Sahara's POV "So, how are you these days?" Gabriel asked as we walked around the garden at a slow pace. The garden is so different now. Flowers aren't blooming like how they used to. They're not that colorful now either. I sighed and smiled a little to prove that I am happy even if I'm a mess inside. "I'm good," I stated simply while shrugging my shoulders. "Niamh often keeps me company, making me feel better." "But how are you when Niamh's not here? She's only here for two days every week, so it means five days that she's not with you." We stop walking and I gulp and stare at the many apple trees in front of us. Memories of Lucas and I harvesting and laughing there show in my mind making my heart clench painfully a million times more. "I-I'm fine," I mumbled and c

