"Everything? " " Yes everything. I think it's time. I mean it's not fair to him, it's not fair to either of us. I have always known it's the right thing to do but I couldn't myself to tell him." She stared at her friend, her eyes shining with tears, her lips wobbling. " It would crush him." "I'm so sorry Rella I wish there was something I could do." "There's also the issue of my not being actually married to him. Van it's all just a lie. " " What? B.. but you were the one at the wedding, you signed the marriage certificate." Rella shook her head miserably. " It's not my name on the certificate A signature is useless." " How did you come to the conclusion that you two are not married for real? " "Christian. " Van's eyes went wide. " How does Christian know that did you tell him? "

