Liam
Rain has a language of its own. Tonight, it speaks in low murmurs against the windows, like it’s trying to remind me of something I promised to forget. I stand in the quiet of my office, half-lit by the city’s sleepless glow, and I listen.
Silence can feel crowded. Every echo of water against glass pulls her name from the corners of my mind. An. She left her presence here, in the air, in the space between my breaths. I tell myself I don’t care, that she walked out and that was the end of it. But endings are lies men tell themselves when they’re too proud to admit they still ache.
I press my palms against the desk, feel the cold surface beneath my hands. Control, that’s the one thing I built my life on. Emotion was a luxury I learned early to discard, a weakness that makes men like me dangerous. And yet, somehow, she found the cracks. She looked at me once and saw through everything I’d built. That gaze, calm, sharp, almost cruel in its honesty, haunts me.
My phone lights up. Her name.
> “You still awake?”
One word, just her name, yet it feels as if the room forgets how to breathe.
I stare at it. Ignore it. Wait. My reflection glints in the black glass of the window, a stranger with tired eyes and too much silence in his chest. I should pour another drink, watch the storm, and let the night swallow her ghost.
But I don’t. My fingers move before I can stop them.
> “Always.”
The word sends a traitorous thrill through me. Months have passed, yet my pulse reacts like no time has passed at all. I rest the phone down, waiting, hating that I’m waiting.
Minutes stretch. Then:
> “We need to talk.”
No warmth. No explanation. Just need.
Control rises, protect, command, but beneath it, something softer, something dangerous, stirs. I grab my coat and step into the corridor. The elevator hums as it descends, low and steady, like a heartbeat I no longer trust.
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An
The storm outside my apartment feels alive. Lightning flashes, turning the glass into a mirror. I catch my own reflection, hair unbound, eyes too bright, expression unreadable, and wonder when I started looking like someone else.
I told myself I wouldn’t reach out again. I’d built walls, layer by layer, until they almost felt solid. But walls mean nothing when a voice still calls your name like it belongs to him.
I texted before I could think. Now I wait, pretending not to care if he answers. My phone buzzes once.
> “Always.”
My throat tightens. Of course he would say that. Calm, unwavering, like the night bends around him while my heartbeat betrays me.
I walk to the window, watching the storm roll through the city. Streets blur beneath the rain, lights bending into streaks of color. Somewhere out there, he’s moving through the same night, probably certain I’ll fall back into the gravity he carries effortlessly.
I remember the first time I saw him, how silence seemed to bend around his presence, how every word he spoke carried something dangerous beneath it. Liam doesn’t need to touch to make you feel claimed, he does it with certainty, with stillness, with the weight of his gaze.
And now he’s coming. I know it before the elevator even stops on my floor.
A knock. Soft. Measured. Exactly the way he does everything.
I take a breath, slow and deliberate, then open the door.
He stands there, rain dripping from his coat, hair darker than I remember. His eyes meet mine, steady and unreadable. The silence stretches, filled with everything we’re not saying.
“An,” he says finally, my name breaking from his mouth like a habit he never unlearned.
I should tell him to leave. Instead, I step aside.
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Liam
The scent of rain clings to her, faint, intoxicating, impossible. I step inside, careful not to let the door shut too hard, as if even the sound might shatter the fragile calm between us. Her apartment smells of coffee and lavender, everyday things made impossible to forget because they belong to her.
I pause, studying her, the tension in her shoulders, the way her eyes dart to the floor before meeting mine. Defiance and something else, something soft, lingers there. I shouldn’t see it, shouldn’t feel it. But I do.
“Why now?” I ask, brittle even to myself.
“I had to,” she says, voice quiet, almost drowned by the storm. “We can’t keep pretending this, whatever this is, doesn’t exist.”
Pretending. Months of silence, of nights filled with ghosts and half-remembered conversations, and now here she is. Standing as if nothing has changed, but everything has.
I step closer, slow, deliberate. “You think it’s that simple? Walking back through my door erases everything you left behind?”
Her eyes flash. “I’m not asking for erasure. I’m asking for truth.”
Truth. The word tastes bitter. Messy. Dangerous. And yet, I want it, more than anything I’ve ever claimed.
The rain pounds harder, drumming against the glass, reminding us we can’t run from what we’ve done or what we feel.
I reach out, brushing a strand of hair from her face. My fingers linger. She doesn’t flinch. That small allowance, the quiet acknowledgment that she’s still here, still mine in some intangible way, tightens my chest.
“You’re reckless,” I murmur.
“And you’re stubborn,” she fires back, smirk breaking through tension. “But that doesn’t scare me.”
Part of me burns. Part of me thrives. She’s always been fire against my ice, chaos against my order. I’ve missed it.
I step back, letting space grow. “We’re standing on a fault line, An. One wrong move and…”
“…we fall,” she finishes softly. Truth neither of us wants aloud. We’re already falling.
I close my eyes for a heartbeat. She’s dangerous. Maddening. Every thing I swore I’d never want again. And yet, I do.
“Talk,” I say finally, low, demanding.
She steps fully inside, shutting the door behind her. “I’ve been trying to stay away, trying to make sense of what I felt, of what I still feel. Pretending we didn’t matter… it was killing me.”
The words hang heavy, unsaid admissions filling the shadows. My chest tightens. I want to tell her everything, unravel the months of silence in a single breath. But control tethers me.
“You think it’s easy for me?” I ask softer now. “Every night, every day, wondering if you even remember me. I’ve been walking through fire alone.”
Her gaze falters. “I never stopped thinking about you,” she whispers.
I step closer, close enough to feel the warmth radiating off her, the storm in her eyes reflecting my own. “Then why?”
“Because it scared me,” she admits. “Because if I let myself in, I’d never be able to let go.”
Her words hit like lightning. I want to touch her, hold her, erase the months of absence with a single heartbeat. But control keeps me tethered.
Instead, I take her hand. She doesn’t pull away. Fingers entwine, hearts beating against boundaries we’ve both enforced.
The storm outside mirrors the one inside. Nothing about us is calm or simple. And yet, for the first time in months, it feels… right.
“Then we talk,” I say, voice low, certain. “We start with the truth. No more running.”
She nods. Gravity shifts. Fragile beginnings of something dangerous, necessary, inevitable.
We stand on the edge, aware the next step could ruin us, or save us. Somehow, I don’t want to step back.