He Called Me Princess. Disaster Engagement Series Book 3 Lynn Smith

Episode 10

The next day I woke up with Tommy naked and wrapped around me in my bed. I didn’t want to wake him because he looked so content. I kissed him on the nose and he squirmed a little. I couldn’t get out of his strong grip and to tell you truth I didn’t want to. He was so handsome but his black eye and shaved head and stubble made him look like a total bad boy. I tried to wriggle out of his bear hug so I could get a glass of water when he said “stop trying to get away” without opening his eyes” I giggled “I thought you were still asleep” I need a drink” “I’ll get it for you” he said “no just relax, I will make us breakfast” I stood up and I was still naked I stretched up with my arms above my head on my tiptoes every bone in my body was aching because he had me up most of the night and I felt sore all over. “I could watch you doing that all day” he sat up and tried to grab me, I let out a giggle and I ran around the bed heading for the door but he went over the bed and trapped me before I could open it. He had me pinned to the door and he kissed my neck from behind “your a little tease, your not getting away from me” he kept kissing me and it was bliss. He took both my hands and pinned them over my head “you better start being a good girl” I pretended to struggle and he laughed. He kissed my neck again and again and I was totally turned on. He reached one hand down and slapped my arse really hard and it stung but I liked it “I am a good girl Tommy” “you could have fooled me cause your like a f*****g porn star” he said in his sexy cockney accent. he reached his hand between my legs from behind and slipped two fingers into me without any effort. How could I be so wet already? He turned me on so much. He was still holding my arms over my head with one hand and I was panting as he pleasured me with the other hand from behind. “Your my little porn star princess” he whispered as he kissed my neck and massaged my g spot. I could feel the familiar build up of my impending orgasm when he said “I’m gonna f**k you so hard you’re gonna scream” he stood behind me and i felt him positioning himself at my dripping wet p***y. He glided his whole d**k into me, he was ball deep with one movement and I let out a shriek of pleasure. He let go of my arms but I kept them over my head against the door. He grabbed my ass with both hands and started to rock me back and forward. My whole body was moving as he stood on the same spot. He put his hands on my hips and started to move me at an even quicker speed. every part of me was shacking as he moved me back and forth over his d**k. Then he said “look at me let me see your beautiful face” it was hard to turn my head as he was bopping me around so much. I managed to look over my shoulder at him and I bit my lip to stop me screaming. “Your beautiful princess” his speed was relentless, he was groaning with lust and swearing under his breath. He was moving me back and forth at an erratic pace. When he grabbed my face with one hand I stood up straight as he pulled my whole body against his. I could feel his sweat drip onto my back and he was still inside me as he slammed me face first against the back of the door. Now he had his hand gently around my throat as he slowly buried himself inside me, “tell me princess” “I want you to come Tommy” his speed increased and i was so shocked I let out a scream, then when I got my composure back I carried on asking for him to come. “I want you to come Tommy, I want you to come on my face. I want your hot load in my mouth. He started to make noises like a wounded animal “come on my face Tommy, I want to be your good girl” he quickly pulled out and I turned around and bent down onto my knees in front of him. I started to rub my hands over his huge manhood as I looked up at him, then I said “come for me baby please” and I opened my mouth wide and with that he let out a load moan and squirted his load onto my face and into my mouth. He was still grabbing my hair when he started to come back down to earth and his eyes were still shut, then he looked down at me and we both laughed. “You’re something else girl, that was fantastic” He helped me onto my feet and kissed my shoulder and I went through to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth and he just stood naked in silence watching everything I was doing. He was shamelessly staring at my naked body when he said “how can I want you again already?” “you will have to give me a couple of minutes baby”

POV Fran

It’s just been one thing after the other right now and I’m at breaking point. Firstly My Mum breaking her leg. I was going to kill her for embarrassing me in front of Chris and Carmela’s family but when I took her back to her house I couldn’t believe how she had been living. I had bought her a house in Glasgow years ago when we first made a bit of money but this was the first time I had been there in a couple of years. When I walked in the place was filthy and full of booze. It broke my heart that this was her life. I gave her a monthly allowance, I knew if I gave her a lump sum of money that she would drink herself to death or have some low life would steal it from her. She had some boyfriend living with her. He looked about 70 but he was only in his 50s. He was disgusting, he was passed out drunk on the sofa when I got there. I organized a cleaning company to come and clean the place and ordered some food online. I woke her boyfriend up and gave him 500 quid to stay away from her. He took the money without giving her a second thought and left without a word. I knew I couldn’t leave her but I resented her for it, but at the end of the day she’s still my Mum. After a few weeks she agreed to go into rehab. I wasn’t letting her drink whilst I was looking after her and it was making her ill, the pain killers for her leg helped a little to take the edge off. Every other night there would be some drunk bloke at the door looking for her, that was the thing with Mum she always needed a man in her life she would fall in love and couldn’t live without them but the kind of guys she went for weren’t exactly the loving type, they would just use her for money or s*x or somewhere to stay and I hated that she let them treat her like that. It was the same when I was a kid. I had a new step dad every other month. But now it was just sad, she wasn’t getting any younger, and I wanted her to meet someone nice but that wasn’t going to happen hanging around the pubs she drank in. The only thing getting me through my days was hearing from Lydia. She would call me every day. She would always make me smile. She kept offering to fly to Glasgow to be with me and help me with Mum but I was so embarrassed I couldn’t let her know what was going on. She knew me too well to just turn up. I always did this, pushed her away when I needed her the most, but this time I was living to regret it. Then there was the big man, he promised to look after Lydia and scare away anyone stupid enough to try it on with her, but he wasn’t doing his f*****g job and keeping that prick Tommy away from her. I thought when I got back to LA everything was going to be okay. When I got to Stacey’s party and spotted my Lydia she looked like a dream. She is a goddess I stood watching her for a few minutes before she knew I was there. She looked sad then when she seen me her whole face lit up. She ran towards me and I felt like we were the only two people in the whole world. After that she kept hugging me and stroking my face and telling me she missed me and I was over the moon. When I finally got up the courage to ask her about Tommy she said it wasn’t serious with him and that she hadn’t even been sleeping with him, I felt like a weight had been lifted off me. I had been obsessing about them together. Every time I closed my eyes I was picturing them in bed. I had even started to dream about them shagging in my school assembly hall and me just watching them and crying like a f*****g loser. I was so relieved to hear that they had only been on a couple of dates and then literally five minutes later when we went back to the party they looked like loves young dream. I wanted to kill him and he knew it, he couldn’t get out of there fast enough. He said he was going home so I followed him outside with the big man and I was actually going to kill him. When he went to get into his car I shouted after him. He closed his car door and stood with his arms out like he wasn’t doing anything wrong. “Listen mate calm down, I know you like her but this is a bit much, she’s single. Your acting like your still at school” I didn’t say anything I just went towards him and punched him. He hit the deck right away. He is a big guy but he didn’t scare me. I went to go in on him when the big man grabbed me. “Not here Franco, we’ll sort him out soon enough” “this isn’t finished you f*****g snake” he just stood up and laughed “if you ever had a chance with her you would have her by now, but you don’t so f**k it. She’s fair game” “then the big man said “it’s only a game to you Tommy, well I can play games too. Don’t get too comfortable we’ve talked her into dumping bigger men than you.” He said with a patronising laugh. I seen a look of panic on Tommy’s face he knew at the end of the day she would always take our word over his. “It isn’t a game big man I want to be with her” He got into his car and drove away. “I’m going home big man I need to calm down” “don’t do anything stupid Franco, play the game mate” he shouted after me.

“I’m not finished with him” I got into my car but I was full of s**t, I couldn’t play mind games like the big man, I didn’t ever want to. I wanted her to want me like I wanted her. I called Carmela the next day, I was in bits. Carmela had me believing that I actually had a shot with her, “I’m so sorry Fran, she does want to be with you....” “I cant listen to this any more I shouldn’t have got my hopes up Carmela” “no Fran your wrong, I’m going to send Chris over to see you” when he got there I was still a mess, I had started downing large whiskeys and my hand was f****d from when I punched that cockney prick, Chris took me to the hospital then for a haircut and shave “you better call Lydia, see if Tommy has told her about you punching him” when I called her my spirts lifted, she was her normal giggly self. I asked her for a band meeting and she was so excited. She was really cute when she was excited. I took from her reaction that she hadn’t seen him yet. I called the big man, he had stayed at Lydia’s but had a huge fight with Stacey and he was desperate to get away from her, Chris and I picked him up and went to the pub. But there was something else on my mind we had a few shots and I explained to them the whole story. When we went to Chris’s stag do me and the big man bumped into a couple of porn stars they were called the dirty knights, a couple of girls that dressed like Lydia they even spoke in a terrible fake Scottish accent but they looked nothing like her, they had fake t**s and dark long hair. They were all over the internet. I was smashed and the big man said we should invite them back to our suite for a party. I told him no if she found out we had ever even spoke to them she would be upset, but when when we got upstairs the girls were still with us. Chris and the boys were still out it was just the four of us in the suite the big man said he was going down to get the boys from the bar I went straight to bed and the next day woke up alone in my room. I didn’t think anything of it and just carried on with the stag weekend. Then a couple of weeks later whilst I was Glasgow looking after my mum I received an email from the dirty Knights manager saying he was going to release photos of me with the girls to the press if I didn’t pay $500,000 the photos where attached to the email. It was me passed out on the bed in just my boxers with those two girls naked expect for black sunglasses kissing my chest. The photos looked terrible, then I thought about gorgeous, she would never forgive me for this. I started to panic. I couldn’t have her thinking I had slept with these girls not after the last time she caught me with a girl that looked like her. And I knew how upset she was when she seen the dirty knights on some chat show. She had never heard of them before. She was devastated and so embarrassed that she ran away to her mums for two whole weeks. When I received the email I had to pull myself together fast I couldn’t let this get out. I contacted my lawyer in LA he said I should go to the police but that wasn’t an option I had to burry this fast. I told him to pay the girls the money but write up a contract that meant if they took the money they could never show or release the images. I left it with him and he went to Vegas to get them to sign the contracts. A few days later he called to say it was sorted and he had transferred the money to them and their manager convinced them to sign the contract. I was relieved and tried to put it behind me but I kept thinking about how stupid I had been and how I almost lost Lydia. I was beating myself up about it but when I explained it to Chris he made me feel even worse. I could see where he was coming from I was always the sensible one out of the four of us, back when he was single and still drinking I would give him lectures about his behavior and how not to be caught up in anything stupid and now it was me that was causing trouble for myself. I didn’t expect him to be so angry, but I understood where he was coming from he knew the consequences of this coming out. It would affect us all because she would never speak to me again. The big man was quiet at first then kept asking loads of questions about what happened and how much did I pay. I didn’t tell him about the contracts I just told him I paid them and that was it. He didn’t look happy either but he didn’t say anything I don’t know if he was worried about how it would look on him or if they had set him up in the same way. He looked deep in thought as I explained myself to Chris. But I assured them everything had been sorted. We had a few more drinks and headed to pick up Lydia. She was a vision, and sexy as f**k in her short skirt. I always loved her in a mini skirt, it went back to when we were at school. When she got in the car I could tell she was a little drunk she was giggling and taking the piss out the big man. All I could smell was her perfume, her beautiful smell always made my heart skip a beat. The whole mood lifted as soon as she was there, even Chris was in a better mood. When we got to my place I crashed out on the bed. I was still exhausted from traveling and I’d been drinking since the night before. I woke up with her putting a blanket over me and kissing my cheek. I wanted to grab her, but managed to restrain myself. The next day I woke up to the big man at my door. He was still asking loads of questions about the dirty knights but I just squashed it, I couldn’t think about that any more I had to concentrate on getting back to normal. And I realised that the only time I felt normal was when I was with her. Even though she was seeing Tommy I just had to bite my tongue and let it fizzle out. I could still spend time with her and let her get this Tommy thing out of her system. A couple of days after the terrible band meeting night out I met her for lunch. She showed up wearing a long Summer dress, it had a split up to her thigh and showed off her tanned legs. She had her hair up in a bun, I loved her when she looked so relaxed. We ordered food and she kept asking how I had hurt my hand. She kept stroking my arm and saying that I was “a wee lamb” which meant she was feeling sorry for me because of my hand. Then she said “is everything else ok Fran?” She looked really worried. I couldn’t lie to her but I didn’t want to go into too much detail. “No I’m not myself gorgeous but it’s nothing for you to worry about” “Fran you always look after me, why do you never let me look after you?” She looked genuinely sad that I was pushing her away, but she should have been used to it by now. I took her hand “gorgeous please don’t worry about me. If I really need you I will let you know. Anyway you’ve got your new boyfriend, how’s things going with you two. I hope he’s treating you well” I said with a fake smile on my face, I had to pretend to be mates with him for her sake. I had played it all wrong with Stefan I had showed my hand too soon. I had to take the big mans advice and play it cool this time I planed on befriending him. It was going to be hard but it had to be done, it was the only way I could stay close to her. As soon as I asked about her and Tommy I was already regretting it, she seemed excited and was going on about how nice he was. My blood was boiling, she told me about a romantic meal he had set up for her in her house and she was beaming with happiness. This was going to be harder than I thought. I had never seen her so happy, even when she was with Mick she was quiet about their relationship and she wasn’t with Stefan long before she seen that he wasn’t right for her, but this thing with Tommy seemed different. Only a few days before she said she hadn’t been sleeping with him at least I could hang onto the fact that he hadn’t touched her. She said Tommy told her he hurt his eye filming, and she said it was a bad one. I appreciated that he hadn’t ran to her and told her what really happened. After lunch I called Tommy and I apologised for hitting him and said there was no hard feelings, I told him I wanted her to be happy and that we should be mates. He was totally surprised and excepted my apology. I had always liked Tommy and we had been friends for a long time before he met Lydia so it was easier to pretend that I still liked him. I stayed away from Gorgeous for nearly a week after that. I needed to get my head straight. I had been drinking too much lately because of the stress of everything but I hated the idea of turning into my Mum. I wanted to get myself feeling and looking better so Lydia didn’t look at me like I was a f*****g loser. After a week I was desperate to see her and I couldn’t hold off any more. I dropped into her house without telling her I was coming over. She was asleep in the cinema room across the big comfy sofa. I stood by the door way and watched her for about ten minutes just watching her sleep. I loved to watch her sleep. She woke up as the movie ended and I walked in as if I had just arrived. “Hello Francis” she said and put her arms out for a cuddle. “I’ve missed you honey I feel like I haven’t seen you in a year” I sat down and gave her a hug. I could feel her t**s pressed against me and her lovely sent in her hair. She kissed my cheek twice then slapped my arm. “Why didn’t you call me back yesterday I had something hilarious to tell you” I loved that she was so happy to see me. “Sorry I was busy what was so hilarious?” She looked up at the ceiling with her eyebrows down trying to concentrate then said “I can’t remember” we both laughed. I had missed her so much it hurt. “You look beautiful today” “thanks do I look ugly every other day?” She said “No you just look so relaxed and happy” if she said ‘yeah that’s because I’m so happy with Tommy’ I was going to kill myself but instead she just said “this sofa is so comfy, I love a good nap” we just smiled at each other and she was studying my face. “You seem a lot happier Francis, I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better this week. I was worried about you” “I know I’m sorry. You know I need to sort stuff out on my own. But I feel better now” she nodded her head in agreement “good. Because I love you to bits honey and I hate to see you sad” my heart leapt every time she told me she loved me but I just wished she meant it the way I loved her. But I still got a kick when she said it. I was looking at her beautiful face, sometimes I felt like she was the only person in the world that gave a s**t about me. That’s why I had never had the balls to tell her how I really felt for her. I was scared that I would lose her, and I would be left on my own, but looking at her in that moment I couldn’t hold back “I love you too Lydia” she took my hand “can you stay for dinner?” I was happy that she wanted me to stay when a voice came from behind me “princess what do you fancy for dinner?” it was Tommy and my blood started to boil. I had no idea that he was there because his car must have been parked in the garage. I turned to face him and he was just wearing shorts and a tshirt with no shoes. As if he had been making himself at home. His black eye was beginning to fade, he looked a bit shocked to see me. “Alright Tommy” I said with a fake smile “yeah alright mate” “Frans going to stay for dinner too, do you fancy a take away honey?” She asked me. He came over and sat down next to her on the sofa he lifted her feet and put them on his knee. I just couldn’t handle him touching her, it was enough to send me over the edge. I had to get out of there fast. “Actually I cant stay I just came by to tell you I’m going back to Glasgow for a couple of weeks, my Mum...well she’s not doing great” I just pulled all of this out of my arse. I just knew I couldn’t sit around here eating dinner with them if he was going to be all over her, and I thought if I go away for a while she will hopefully be sick of him by the time I get back. I could leave it all to the big man, after all he did a great job on Stefan. I got up onto my feet “so I better go, I’ll phone you when I get there gorgeous” I gave her a hug then managed another fake smile “See you later Tommy” I walked out into the hall and she ran up beside me. She was like a little girl skipping beside me, but she looked worried. “Fran is everything ok? What’s up with auntie Lorraine? Is she ok? Why don’t you stay here for dinner and we can both go to Glasgow tomorrow I would love to come with you, to help you?” She was the sweetest girl in the world, by this time I was at my car. “I’ll be fine don’t worry about me” her face was full of concern. I opened the car door sat in the drivers seat and put the window down she was still just staring at me with a worried look on her face. “Gorgeous don’t worry” she leaned in the car “ask me to come with you Fran, please. I want to come with you” her eyes looked full of tears “I love you Fran I want to be there for you” I rubbed her cheek and smiled, “I love you gorgeous but I’m fine” I kissed her forehead and as I drove away I looked back at her in the mirror she was standing in her drive way with her head in her hands. I was happy that she was willing to leave Tommy to be there for me. That had to mean something, didn’t it?