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Anna
It was three weeks into my vacation back in my home country that I started toying with the idea of emailing Rob.
I’d told him I didn’t want to be in contact while I was here and he was in America. I needed to find myself again and figure out what I really wanted. Every day I walked along the shore looking out to the blue and silver ocean for an answer. If I didn’t intend on getting back together with him, I needed to move on. Being near him and wanting him was poisonous for me. Being with him and thinking he might have slept with Stacey seemed less painful than this limbo I was in.
The only one in my family who knew what I was going through was my sister, Sofie. My parents didn’t even know I’d been engaged, and right now I was glad to be spared the pitiful looks that all my fri
