16 Rob When Maria left my trailer, I had a full-on panic attack. My hands were clammy and my breath got stuck in my throat. f**k! How could I ever explain this to Anna and make her believe that I had done nothing with Stacey? Had I done anything? How could I be so sure, when I had no memory of what happened, in between blacking out and waking up to a n***d Stacey the next morning? And why would she be n***d if we had done nothing? I knew Anna would not tolerate cheating. That was clear from the way she’d reacted when she’d heard about James and his slip-up. But I didn’t know if there had been any cheating done, and that was even worse. There was a knock on the door, and they called me to set. I hid the photos in a cabinet in the trailer and walked on wooden legs towards the stage.

