12 Rob Shooting the film was a dream experience. Anna said I brought Martin to life and gave him the depth she had envisioned when she wrote the book. With her gone on book tour for the next week and a half, I planned to throw myself completely into the project. She was quickly becoming all I had on my mind, and I wanted to do the best job on this movie. I would miss her like hell, but I had to admit that having her around distracted me. When I was supposed to focus on set, someone would walk by smelling of her perfume and instantly I’d think of lying n***d in bed, touching, kissing, tasting her… Tonight, the cast had plans for dinner. I looked forward to getting to know people better and I’d promised myself to go one evening without Anna on my mind. I arrived at the restaurant in a fl

