shadow of soulmate

passionate love

He tightens his grip around me and rotate me towards him so that we r facing each other. He looks at me and then his forces me against the wall. His lips against my checks against and then move towards the lips slowly he kisses me for forcefully pleasure and his hands entangled in my hands . I push him back.

What to think, you can do this with me. How can you think like that?

He keep looking at me and then I kiss him back. Our lips together feel like it was made to be this way . He puts in hand on my shoulder and then to hair.

Suddenly , I push him to the floor. He looks and me and then moan . He keeps lying on the floor while I move out of that treehouse sort of thing. I rush towards the bike and wait for him to come and take me home

“What the hell did I just do? I don’t know now how will I face ally ?” I mean this what wrong. Yeah, everything was wrong. Nothing happened . We should forget him.

By the time I was thinking he comes, he adjusts his bike and wears helmet

I have kissed many before , but don’t you think it was different? He dares to speak now

What! Really .please start the bike and eave 2me home . Now!! , I shout and he deserves it.

While we head back to the home , it was pitch dark and couldn’t see any single south outside. He leave me at the gate of my house and wait until I am inside the flat.

Its 9 and I cannot concentrate. I cannot read the book with 100% concentration and it has never happened before. I m actually thinking about the kiss. Deep down I know , it was no ordinary kiss but I also knew what my friends mean to me. I don’t want to ruin anybody’s life for my own happiness. It more cruel rather than selfish. That is not humanity. I look down at my phone and I feel like texting him or calling him to discuss it and tell him to forget about It. I lacked courage now. Maybe I will say tomorrow in the school . It will give me time to frame up the order and final warning for him to stay away from me..