I realized that I am beginning to soften with Apollo. One request, one word and I can give up my decision for what he wants. It is because when I think about his reasons, I feel enlightened about things I can't accept at first.
After all, I lived in extravagances that all I thought about was myself. And when that thing happened, I was even more lost because I couldn't decide on my own. I was lost; trapped in the deepest hollow that I didn't know what I want out of my life.
Moving here in Adelaida and with the people I met, I am beginning to make a life of my own -- making my own decisions and all. And with Apollo, I am beginning to understand perspectives different from my own.
However, it wasn't easy especially when my emotions are on high and triggered. Just by seeing Venus the very
