"Mmm." I put all my strength to push Apollo. I gasped for air after I broke free. I coughed and held on to the wheel. My hands trembled as I tried to grip it. "f**k," Apollo cursed. I pursed my lips and looked down. I was disappointed. I've been in control of myself these past few months. It was something I am proud of because I worked for it. I couldn't let anyone or anything ruin my disposition. I have longed for peace of mind and he made me feel it even with our set-up. We can do kissing. I am okay with it but I don't like it when he is drunk and tries to take advantage. "I'll respect your decision if you want me out," Apollo sighed heavily. I sniffed and wiped the tears that cascaded on my cheeks. "We agreed on this thing, Apollo. About the physical intimacy... I'm serious about

