Becoming a Nun

CHAPTER5

I was worried, scratch that I was paranoid.

"I asked you a question Abigail, are you heading for the convent next week?" I stood there lost, his eyes flashed something, likt pain. The type of pain you could only see when someone genuinely cares about you.

"Yes, I am, it's my family's tradition". I said feeling a bit guilty that I left out that part during our discussion earlier today.

"And I would be going as I will be the one beside her." Seriously why can't she just shut up.

Ignoring her he looked at me;

"Why didn't you see so? I was hoping on seeing you next week, had this tickets for us to watch a movie together

"Meaning?, very classic of you. City boys and thinking that they can get anyone. She belongs to me". I glared brimstones on Florence which she took as her clue to shut her big mouth up.

"I get that she's your friend and you do not want me coming in between, trust me I just want to get to know her as well." Leo answered rather. Tired but sincere. I am torn between three walls, my Dad, Florence and Leo, yes I know it is bizarre of me to include him after just 2 hours of conversation, but something tells me that he will be a big part of my life in a good way.

"Let's go, you do not want to miss lunch." Florence said with venom in her voice.

"We should wrap it up here, later Leo I need to eat." With that I left, feeling disgust for myself. I was neve the type to talk much, but today I was unevenly quiet. Only hoping that the day would come when I leave this town for good. I will work hard. To give my mom a better life, my siblings the life the deserve. If I had to be the sacrificial lamb for my family, then so be it.

"Are you even listening to me Abigail?" I was brought back the the pitching angry voice of Florence, seriously what now?

"What Florence, just because your life is perfect, doesn't automatically make mine same. Leave me be!". I said to her returning my plate while giving Mrs Rosana a pale smile.

"What did I do now?" She asked. Very upset. Seriously.

"Let's go to your basement right now". I was fuming red right now. For once, let me show her how it feels to have your opinion and choices crippled by someone else.i could see the guilt in her eyes. Her eyes were delicate

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"Why?" She asked.

"It's my turn to f**k you, so you get stripped immediately we get into the basement got it?" I said to her. She knew not to argue. We got to her house and her dad was wasn't around. Perfect.

We headed straight into the basement, my eyes glued to her like a second skin.

"Strip!" I said and she did just that.

"On the couch now". She did without arguing. I got closer to her, my fingers going straight into her now exposed p***y. I f****d her with my hands, she was a mess from moaning to crying.

"Stop, Abigail, stop please! She said and immediately all forms of action seized.

"Now you know what it feels like to be controlled, left with no choice, next time you would think about it before getting me angry."

"So this is revenge for you right?x she said while still crying.

"No Florence, it is not revenge, it is me showing you how you make me feel". With that said I walked out of the basement. Leaving a teary Florence to cry her eyes out.

The following week came bye fast and smooth. Leo and I got closer. Florence had traveled to Italy as against our plans. I did not call her as I felt she needed space to breathe and be. Dad didn't hit Mom and words were kept between us.

"Everything feels awfully peaceful". I said leaning on Leo as we sat on the front bonnet of his Ford Truck, looking at the sun wave us a goodbye.

"Why? Don't you like it? He said.

"See the thing is, there is usually this quite in my life before things go south." I said knowing this to be my trace. Things seem to fall apart when I let my guard down in the white moments.

"Trust me you will be fine". I leaned in watched as the sky covered itself in a dark layered blanket. I wished for this peace to stay forever, but forever never comes. It only lurks in the dark, waiting for me to loosen up then it slips into my life like a flicker, and off it goes.

I didn't know how I got home, but I am lucky my dad wasn't around to see in whatever position Leo held me. All I could here was mumbling.

"Thank you , and please do not say this to anyone." I heard my mom's voice.

The week was here, the week I dreaded the most. The week that would strip me of all my power. Preparation for my travel got my dad busy, he paid attention to every detail on the list. Seriously this was one of my biggest shocks, cause my dad never even cared if I was breathing the same sir with everyone.

"Buy is chocolate and chip, just like Florence does". Jenet my younger sister said. This brought back thoughts of Florence, she was absent in my life for about 2 weeks, I wouldn't say I miss her, but I did get horny, and seriously had to go into the bathroom to take care of my throbbing p***y Everytime I needed to release my needs.

I picked up my phone, starring at it, confused if to call her or not. Then a message popped up;

"I will be at wearing something sexy tomorrow, please come, I really need to f**k you". I smiled I mean, we wanted to f**k each other after all, and that's all that mattered to me.

I replied with an; 'XOXO'. I know that she keeps me checked.

I did get lots of gift from people even Isabella;

"I know you are aware of what's been going on between your dad and myself, truth is I do this to clear my father's debt to your dad. I had to take pills to prevent me from getting pregnant, I have been f*****g your dad for over 2 years now. But he won't let me go, he wants to propose marriage. I know how your dad gets, I mean I see how he treats your mom, I do not want to be with him Abigail".

I know Isabella as a fierce and tongue slicing person, this side to her; I have never seen. My dad is indeed a real monster, how many other girls has he done this to? How many is he planning on doing this to?

"I am sorry Isabella, I wish I could say things would get better, but it doesn't. Please leave here if you can, stay far away from my dad, as far as possible." I said we exchanged eye contact for about 2 minutes and nodded our goodbyes. I hope she stays strong.

The next day came and I woke up early to prepare, today's the day, a new chapter, a new life, somewhere far away. There it was, the uniform that would make me standout, making people see me as a saint, a good person, but even I have secrets, and in one of my classes, we were told by the priest that secrets which we could not share to people were simply sins we carried.

I think I liked Leo, going to see his face amongst those who'd wish me well. Stepping into the crowd that stood, from the church to the Vineyard, to my neighborhood and family, I first did scan for Leo's face, as if he knew he did bim me a bright smile, looking at my father the man I prayed to the heavens to smother in his sleep, he gave his proud smile. Well f**k him.

"May the heavens go and be with you my child, may you do us proud". He said and then others followed as if reciting a chant. My mom looked at me, my sister Regina and brothers Toby and Mathias, I would really miss them.

The ride to the airport was filled with choir songs, chants from girls who were excited about Italy, but there we were, Rebecca who had been separated from her love and Goldie, she was facing a clear danger, she was molested by her step father and the convent was the only way to keep her away from him. Why would her mother stay with such a man, well who am I to speak.

"Abigail, I heard your 2 week off camp would be at Florence's House is that right? Sister Adite Asked.

"Yes sister". I responded to her.

"Well this is the convents cell number, call us before the day of the camp, let actually pick you girls up ok?

"Yes sister." I answered and the rest of the flight felt cold. Anticipation in the air. The 10 hours flight since 8 AM, finally came to end. I was picked up my Florence and her mother. I must say, I see where Florence gets her beauty from. Her mother.

"Hello Abigail, I must say you are a fine one". I smiled at Florence's mother for a bit

"Hello Ophelia

I've heard so many good things about you. " She looked rather surprised.

"What?". Florence response to her mother was curt. The driver picked up my luggage and we were headed for the car, the ride was chattery, lively and fun. I had ice cream and chocolate. As we were going, her mum made a stop, telling the driver to take us back home.

"Well good thing we would be having the house to ourselves." Florence said with a smug smile on her face. As soon as we clicked her house door and clicked it back shut, it started, we could not keep our hands to ourselves.

"You have no idea how much I have missed f*****g your p***y". Florence said. And with that, we took things far.

She took me to a room in her mother's house, it was red in colour. It had whips, blindfolds, and a king sized bed.

"What are we doing here?" I asked her clearly confused.

"I want to show you a different kind of fun". She said, with that she told me to kneel, and I did that.

"In here I am your master, you do as I say ok?" I nodded in agreement. With that she brought our a blindfold, and a cane with something else. It looked like a p***s".

"Did you cut that off of some guy?" I asked clearly not knowing how a dead pennis would help us.

"No silly it's called a strap-on Dildo, it's an artificial p***s that girls use to play with".

"A toy". I said which she concurred to;

"Yes, a toy ".

With het said and explained. She came to me, sucking on it and teaching me how to suck on the toy she was now putting it on. I soon started sucking on it likey.life depends on it. She told me it was called a blowjob, I must say I really enjoyed sucking on it, after about 15 minutes of sucking and gagging, she blindfolded me, sucking on my p***y I moan for the warmth from her mouth into my opening. It was warm, sweet and did send the familiar sensation to my body.

"I will f**k you till you c*m".

"Yes master". With that I got disvirgined with a dildo, f**k this was so much more. She waited for me to adjust and in no time started riding me.

"Oh yeah master! f**k! I love this master! f**k me please.

With hat she increased her pace, f*****g me and stretching my inner walls, I was moan and crying from pure bliss, this here right now was everything. I started running on my clits, trying to get waterever b

uild up there was out, but before I could c*m, we were disrupted.

"What's going on here?"