Seesaw // taejinyoonkook

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Chapter Nine

Seokjin bit her lower lips when he finally finished taking a bath changing into his comfortable silk pajamas and loose white shirt.

He's not dumb.

He's not stupid. He can feel how Jungkook is slowly changing and becoming distant.

Though, Seokjin knows that it's all because of how busy their schedule is especially his boyfriend.

He doesnt want to demand a lot of time from his boyfriend because he knows that Jungkook loves what he's doing and he doesnt want to take his boyfriend away from his passion.

That's why he wants to make the most of his free time with his boyfriend.

Seokjin wants to remind himself that there's no one who owns him but his boyfriend, Jeon Jungkook.

He sat on the side of his bed and stared at Jungkook who's busy typing something on his phone.

He chuckled and buried his face on Jungkook's neck giving it a kiss every now and then that made Jungkook snaked his arms around his waist.

Seokjin smiled and hugged his boyfriend from the side before kissing Jungkook's cheeks down to his jaw giving it kitten licks every now and then that made Jungkook locked his phone.

Jungkook smiled before crashing his lips against his boyfriend putting his big hands on the back of the younger's head pulling him closer to deepen the kiss.

Seokjin sat on top of Jungkook leaning down once again to engage in a much more heated and lustful kiss tilting his head to give his boyfriend more access.

Jungkook let out a soft groan when Seokjin suddenly grind right on his member. He bit his lower lips caressing Seokjin tighs that still has the offending smooth fabric.

Jungkook licked the side of Seokjin's lips biting it before trailing down to the younger's neck stopping at his shoulder blades sucking on it hard smiling when he saw the marks that he just left.

Seokjin rolled his head back moaning as he felt Jungkook kissing his sweet spot. He bit his lower lips while Jungkook's lips are devourin  his exposed skin.

Jungkook looked at Seokjin smiling at the beautiful sight infront of him- his boyfriend who's anticipating his next move.

Jungkook was about to kiss his boyfriend once again but stopped shaking his head a little as the thought of Yoongi momentarily crossed his mind making him feel guilty.

He clenched his fist before running his fingers through his hair. Seokjin opened his eyes biting his lower lips nervously when Jungkook just stared at him.

Jungkook let out a tight-lipped smile giving him a quick peck on the lips and the tip of his nose before ruffling his boyfriend's hair.

"Im tired, babe. Sorry." Jungkook said.

Seokjin's face flushed a deep red out of embrassment because of the rejection from his boyfriend.

He immediately went out on top of his boyfriend lying down on his side of the bed just staring at the ceiling not wanting to look at his boyfriend's side.

He shut his eyes closed because of too much embarassment.

This is the first time that he initiated something especially about making love because Jungkook used to always do that, randomly kissing him and roaming his hands around his body and before they knew it- the both of them are already tiring each other out.

This time, Seokjin wanted something. He wanted Jungkook because he wants to be reminded that he shouldnt get touched by anyone but his boyfriend. Though, he didnt get anything.

Seokjin was pulled back into reality when he felt Jungkook's hand is on his flat stomach already making small circles.

He looked at his boyfriend smiling at him. Jungkook bit his lower lips as he stared right infront of his boyfriend's eyes, beautiful.

"Sorry, babe. Sorry if I said some things to you earlier. I didnt mean it." He said looking so apologetic.

Seokjin's heart wavered taking in a deep breathe because of how sincere his boyfriend looks.

He shut his eyes closed feeling the guilt and dissapointment rushing over him once again. He doesnt deserve an apology from Jungkook as he didnt do anything wrong inside their relationship.

If anything, he should be the one to say sorry towards the older for letting another man kissed him like no other without even doing anything about it.

He feels extremely guilty because of all the things that he's been doing with Taehyung.

Yes, he's trying so hard not to engage into any form of skinship towards the model but Taehyung is just so playful that doing something like that seems so hard for him.

"It's okay, babe. Rest now, hm." He said pulling Jungkook closer to him.

He kissed the top of Jungkook's head trying to find the vanilla mint scent that he always loved before. He smiled taking in the scent of his boyfriend loving it so much.

Jungkook looked at his boyfriend letting out a fainr smile feeling his heart slowly cracking because of Seokjin's smile, he treasure his boyfriend so much but these days it just gets so hard to choose.

Seokjin waited for Jungkook to finally closed his eyes. After almost half an hour, he could already hear Jungkook's breathe getting even letting out cute soft snores.

The younger almost shrieked when his phone started to rang. He's quick to grab his phone on the side table answering it as fast as he can to avoid waking up his boyfriend because of his ring tone.

He took in a deep breathe looking up while rolling his eyes when he heard Taehyung's voice seconds after answering the call.

"Seokjin..."

He didnt say anything and just concentrated on getting out of the bed without making any sound for him not to disturb his boyfriend's sleep.

"Hey. Can you f*****g talk, please?"

Seokjin rolled his eyes because of the construction of Taehyung's sentece. That's pretty amazing f*****g and please in one sentece.

"The hell, do you want?" Seokjin hissed.

He collapsed on the couch in his living room with his eyebrows furrowed because of how Taehyung is being himself again, annoying.

"Oh, Seokjin," Taehyung chuckled, "We both know I want you." He said in a stern voice.

Seokjin's breathing hitched waiting for Taehyung to take it back as a joke but almost a couple of minutes has passed but he didnt heard any.

"Do.. do you need something?" Seokjin finally asked.

Taehyung chuckled sensing that what he said affected the younger. Great!

"Come to my house tomorrow. That's our only free time." He said in a demanding voice.

Seokjin protruded his lips looking back at his room feeling guilty thinking about if he should just make an excuse not to go with the model.

How can he go to another man's house who's living alone when he's in a relationship? On top of that, his boyfriend doesnt even know a thing about it.

"O.. okay, Tae." He said.

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