The lycan loyalty

few weeks later...

me and freddie has been at it like anything, any second we get alone we are always up to no good, but the past few days ive not been feeling great.

ive finally unlocked my vampire side but im more thirsty lately, my mate has been offering me feed on him but i cant. i am afraid of hurting him.

im currently on the way speak to queen claire in the garden its such a lovely day as i got outside i decide talk to her out my and freddies situation.

"ive been more hungry lately as in thirsty, but freddie wants me feed on him, i dont want hurt him" i feel my anxiety spiking.

"it is not against the law if that is what your wondering but it is up to you both, it is natural hun. it is your nature, your mum used to feed on your dad, your dad didnt like watching her feed on animals or other people so they talked and came to a deal, she wont feed on others but only feed in private"

"i dont want people think im some kind of....whats the word...."

"they wont hun"

"what if someone sees and thinks that i.."

"no sweet girl, freddie will set them straight, dont fret about it child. i saw your mum feed it was such a good moment because they love each other so much"

i ran to a bush and threw up all tummy contents, is that what i think it is.

i threw up a bit of blood, thats not good, why is blood disagreeing with my body.

i carry on throwing up as the queen rubs my back with a knowing look in her eyes.

i wiped my mouth with the napkin the queen passed me.

"are you okay"

"yes queen claire. must be a bug is all"

"i am unsure. how long have you been feeling like this"

"few weeks id say, i will be fine, probably just my thirst"

"maybe try feeding on freddie, it might help"

"but your majesty"

"no buts, your mum evetually agreed to feedling on him for yoyr sake"

"what"

"she was pregnant with you child"

"but i cant....no thats insane"

"okay sweet girl, but it could help your bug"

i nodded "excuse me, my thirst is overwhelming, im sorry to cut our talk short your majesty i need to hunt" she nodded "thank you and hope you enjoy your hunt"

and she walked away as i was heading to the woods i smell blood and rush trying find the force and there by the lake is my mate sitting there, his wrist bleeding.

"what are you" i feel my fangs coming out, his blood smells beyond amazing.

"my mum told me you were sick and feeding on me could help, i want you to, i cant stand seeing you feed on someone or something else"

"i could hurt you" i whispered trying hold my breath in his smell getting stronger.

"no, you wont if my mum thinks you wont i believe her that you wont love" he stands and walks towards me.

i place my hand on his chest, i can feel his heart.

"freddie, you are putting yourself in danger being out here"

"you need to feed, feed on me, please love"

"freddie"

"no. i am not taking no for an answer feed on me if you need feed, please love, how am i supposed to protect you if i cant even feed you" is he trying guilt me.

"freddie you know thats not true, you do feed me"

"yeah but not one of the things you do need, blood, please just feed on me im healing my wrists but u can choose where feed on, even my neck if you want" he winks.

"just once, hoping it helps stop throwing up" i whisper but he caught it, i didnt give him chance say anything because i pushed him on the floor and sunk my teeth in his neck as he moaned and my eyes went crimson red.

he tasted amazing and so sweet, i stopped drinking and sealed his neck and put my hands on his face while straddling him. i can feel his buldge.

"did i hurt you freddie"

"certainly not but you certainly did something else he said lifting his hips i moaned at the friction making him painfully hard and im soaking wet.

we made love in the forest 3 times and as we were walking back we were talking.

"that was amazing. thank you"

"what for" i asked him stopping along the path.

he marched up to me and kissed me i moaned into the kiss "for feeding from me" he kissed me again, grabbed my hand and we continued on our way to the packhouse.

safe to say i do feel alot better, and warn out at the same time.

"after you" freddie opened the door for me and followed me in, upon entering the queen stood.

"feeling better" she smiled a knowing look in her eye.

"alot better, how did you know it would work"

"your mum was the same when she was pregnant" she smirked

"wait are you saying" thats not....how.....fuck......

"yes i am, i saw the same with her mum so i just knew, thought you both knew"

"not till now your majesty" i breathed out and glared at my mate.

"why you looking at me" seriously, not been together long and already aparenately knocked up.

"you..." i took a breath and went to our room and sat on the balcony, pregnant, i am pregnant, i subconciously rubbed my tummy when i jumped hearing a voice.

"you okay, im sorry" freddie said.

"yes, i just needed a minute its alot, i will have go to the nurse though for confirmation, but i have a feeling i am" i looked at the stretch of sea beyond the horizon so beautiful with the stars and moon dancing off the shimmering water.

"so beautiful"

"you are love" he wrapped his arms around me and once again made love on the balcony under the shimmering stars, we fell asleep cuddling with a blanket freddie got us over us.