Falling for a beast

Chapter 18

In the morning I felt his arms around me and I could feel his warmth. I turned to see him and he was already wakeup. I kissed his lips and did the same. We shared a passionate kiss. He pulled me closer to him. We were still naked. 

" Are you okay?" He asked kissing my forehead.

"Yes I am," I said resting my head on his chest.

"You know we are completely mates now." He said kissing my forehead

" What do you mean?" I asked looking into his eyes.

"It means we are married now." He said smooching my lips.

" Ethan will you change me?" I asked him looking into his eyes.

" If you don't want to I will not." He said hugging me

" Is it painful?" I asked

" Yes it is and only a few can survive. If I could be human at any cost I would give everything just to be like you." He said with pain in his eyes.

" I want to be with you. I don't care about pain." I said hugging him.

" We will see about it after the wedding as I also have to mark you." He said sucking my neck.

" What do you mean?" I asked in shock

" Well when we meet our mate we have to mark them as ours. We have to bite them on the neck and our scents combine. So every male werewolf knows who she belongs to." Ethans said in my neck.

"So why don't you mark me now?" I asked

" Let's keep that for after the wedding." He said kissing me.

We made love again in the morning for like two times. He was not having me enough but I was feeling hungry so finally, he stopped. It's hard to stop him really. We took a shower together and then we dressed up. Ethan was holding my hand when we walked downstairs Anna was cooking breakfast. When she saw us she was shocked as last night she was at her home. Ethan saw her and mind linked me.

"Looks like she is impressed with my personality." He said smirking.

"Shut up" I said in my mind and rolling my eyes on him but he heard me.

"Why should I? Don't you think I am handsome?" He said making me face him and I was shocked how he listened.

"How?" I asked with wide eyes.

"We mated so now our bond is more strong." He said kissing my lips in front of Anna and I was embarrassed 

"Can you both get a room?" Swayer said walking towards the table.

" We don't need," I said smirking 

We had our breakfast I told Anna about Ethan and told Ethan about Anna we all had a nice breakfast then we went for some outing. We went to Kew Garden it was so beautiful. We were alone only Ethan and me. We then went for lunch.  A week passed like a click. We went shopping together for the first time and I had no idea he was so fun-loving. I bought so many gifts for everyone. Especially for kids. Ethan told me, Alice and Mia, are her cousins. there-fathers were brothers.   

Ethan arranges a special cruise for us to have a romantic dinner in the sea. I was wearing a red dress which was off shoulders. My hairs were tied into a bun. We were standing in each other's arms looking at the beautiful water. Doves flying in the sky. Everything was so beautiful. I was looking at him. He has changed for me. 

" Rose why are you looking at me like this?" He asked smiling

" I am thinking how lucky I am to have you, "I said kissing his cheek.

" Ethan can I ask you something?"

"Yeah baby anything," He said kissing my cheek

" Why did you thought I was a w***e? Why were you so cold before? Is there something I don't know?" I asked

" Rose I am really sorry what happened. Actually my past made me like this." He said in pain.

" If it's okay can you tell me about it?"

" Rose I was 16 years old when my mother betrayed fo other man and killed my father and that man tried to take over our kingdom but my uncle fought with him and he won. He killed that man and my mom ran away. My uncle was poisoned by her and he got killed. Then I had to take hold of everything. It was really hard for me to manage everything. " He said with pain in his eyes.

" Ethan I know you have gone through a lot but now everything is perfect. We are together and happy." I said hugging him

We had our dinner and then we enjoyed our night. The next morning we went back to New York together. Ben was so happy to see me. Ben showed me his new showroom for sports cars. Yes he wanted to have this and didn't want to handle business right now and Ethan supported him. I was amazed by the cars. There were all new model cars. Seth was helping in my business and others were with there fathers. We have invested in the business and given them a new height. 

Nick was back in the kingdom and I wanted to meet Alice so I and Ethan planned to surprise him. After a long drive we finally reach there. We were about to enter inside when Ethan sensed something and he grabbed my hand pulling me at his back. He was growling in anger. I saw a finger with a hood on his head. he walked closer to us.

"well well well look who is here." Woman said

" What are you doing here?" Ethan growled and Nick came running.

"Don't be so mad I am just here to visit my daughter in law." The woman said will an evil smile

"You are nothing to us," Ethan said rushing to her.

" We will see my boy." She said before disappearing.

Nick took me inside I was worried about Ethan. A half-hour later he returned with so much anger. He kissed my forehead and told me to wait and then he and Nick went to study. Alice saw me and came running to me.

"Rose you are here." She said hugging my legs.

" yes I am here," I said picking her and kissing her cheek

" I missed you." She said hugging me back 

She was running in the hall and I was trying to catch her. When she entered the Grand Hall where the Throne was placed. She was hiding behind it so I went to catch her but when I touched the throne I was zoned out. I saw my self sitting on it in a red beautiful gown and I saw blood. I saw bodies on the floor and lots of people bowing in front of me. I felt a shock in my body with fear and I was back to the world. I was about to fall but Ethan caught me.

"What happened?" He asked looking at my feared face.

"I..I saw something," I said in shock

"Who? is anyone here?" HE asked looking 

"No I saw myself," I said 

"Okay come with me." He said taking me to his study.

" Now tell me." He said handing me water.

I drank the water and then I looked at him. "I saw myself sitting on your throne and there were blood and bodies. Few were bowing me." I said shaking with fear.

"Rose don't worry. It's nothing. You are the queen that's why you have seen this." He said kissing me forehead.

"Maybe," I said resting my head on his chest.

"Ethan can I ask you something?" I said

"Yeah?" He said

" Can you change me now? I mean to a werewolf." I said

"Rose I have promised you to do it after the wedding."

"I know but if I am changed than it will be less danger to me."

" Rose we will talk about this later you go and rest in my bedroom. I will ask Mia to take you." He said

Mia took me to his room and his room was so huge and perfect for a king. The Interior was in white and gold. There was a huge bed bigger than king size. There were couches and a center table. The bed was placed on one step hide room with that a huge walking closet was attached and a luxurious bathroom. Mia told me to have some rest and left. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. When I finished I remembered I didn't bring clothes. So I went to pick some of his shirts but I was surprised to see clothes for me in every design and color. I wore a white silk nighty with a gown. 

Ethan was back in the room and he was worried I don't know why. When he saw me he walked to me and kissed my lips passionately. He was looking into my eyes,

" Rose are you serious about turning?" He asked from nowhere.

"Yes I am" I said but I was confused as he said before he won't want it now.

"Rose there is no turning back and it is really painful. Few lose there lives." He said cupping my face.

" Ethan I am strong just like you. I know we need this." I said smooching his lips,

" Okay then I will do it today." He said kissing me and taking me to bed.