Always You

Sasha

I should have listened to everyone who warned me about Gary. I should have listened to my dad. I should have chosen my self. Maybe if I had done all this,I wouldn't be lying down, lifeless on the floor while Gary stares down at me with a growing smile.

Gary was 23 when I first met him and I was 16. Everyone around me definitely did not like him. "He's weird, he's a predator" they said. He's everything in the bad books but I defended him with everything I could think of. I thought he loved me just as much as I loved him. He made me laugh and looked forward to the next meeting. His average looks didn't stop his charms from working for him every time.

Gary proposed to me when I turned 18 and my dad was quick to step in. He couldn't allow his only daughter get married to a douche without a college degree. I, Sasha,was ready to marry a man without having a life for myself.

After going back and forth with my dad,I decided to go to college and study business. Gary started complaining about me being in college, meeting new guys and cheating on him. He became so possessive and I didn't think it was something too big. I secretly loved that he got Jealous,jokes on me.

On a rainy night ,he decided to make a surprise visit and we had passionate s*x. He used no protection and I got pregnant in my third year. I thought it was a mistake. Gary had everything planned out.

We got married before I started showing signs of being pregnant and he withdrew me from school. All for my and the baby's benefit,he said. I miscarried five months later , I had no passion to resume school and Gary started dimming my light little by little until I was surrounded by darkness.