Selena POV While the doctor was explaining all those things to me, I felt like my whole life was slowly crumbling before my own eyes. Right before my own damn eyes and I couldn’t do anything or grab it from falling. “It’s not as bad as you might think madam, it’s just for a while and I’m sure you will soon get control over them soon again” the doctor completed his encouraging speech and eventually walks out. I keep staring into space wondering what it is that I have watched to happen in my own life. Is this how my mother taught me to be? My eyes keep darting from one spot to another. How did I let this happen to me? What’s going to happen when people start finding out I’m sexily addicted? It’s all because of Asher and I’m so ashamed, I could remember how I was doing those nasty thin

