October 11, Feast of Our Lady of La Leche
Today, my darling child, I found out I am pregnant with you. I do not believe it possible to be happier than I am right this moment. To know that a life is growing within me. That you are growing within me. You will be an incredible child. How could you not be, with a father as amazing as yours. When we found out I was pregnant, he cried. You know how emotional he can be. He is so sensitive, so loving. I have no doubt you will be all those things and more. We have waited so long for you, my darling. I pray that you will be healthy and that you will grow to love God.
I love you with all of my heart! You are amazing!
Love,
Your Mom
(that word feels so good to say—and write)
I closed the journal. I placed my head in my hands and cried. My mother
