Ashton I took her hand and made her way to my room. I am agitated in the least. Why she did not react when those girls were clearly flirting with me? Does she not feel anything towards me? Did she feel forced? Do I expect for more? I don’t know what to do. It is more like that I have been abanded. These feeling were straight hell for people like us, who needs to be strong and powerful at all times. I don’t know how to tell her, what I feel for her. I love the air in which she breathes, Her smile, tears, - and if God choose, I shall love her better after my death too. I closed the doors before coming in. Spin her around. It is impossible to carry the heavy burden of responsibility. To tell her the feeling I have for her. Lack of words, I looked in her eyes if she can do the charity

