Chapter thirty-two
Gwen
I open my eyes slowly. It felt heavy at first and gummy. I force it open nevertheless. I stare wide at the fan rolling endlessly.
This can be Ryder's living room because he uses Air condition and not fans. Instead of a fan, he has a big chandelier.
I try to move my head but it feels so heavy. My throat feels patchy and itchy.
Where am I? The familiar smell hit my nose and I remember I'd been here before.
Then, realization became dawn on me. I remember coming out of Ryder's room in tears. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. And I've never felt so sad in my entire life.
But I knew I had no cause. Even though I remember Ryder kissing me back and telling me there was nothing better than him and Mimi.
And I believed it. I believed every single word and I r
