Chapter thirty-four Gwen I look at the clothes he brought for me for a while before making my way inside the bathroom to wash up. I spent a lot of time in the bathroom because I kept thinking of what Ryder said. I mean I don't even know if I should believe him or not. Sometimes, it seems like lies, and the other time it would almost look true. I'm so confused. I feel very dizzy and stomach pain has set in suddenly. I feel so hungry but I need to get dressed as I feel so dirty. I walk out of the bathroom and realize he didn't even bring me any underwear. I wear the dress like that and lay back on the bed. Aside from all other things, I can't seem to place my mind on why Ryder would kiss me. Why would he do something like that? I touch my lips slightly so as if I would wake up. Ther

