Chapter fifty Gwen She was the one all along? Then it came at me dangerously. Lizzy kept calling Ryder by his first name and he never said anything to it. I know he permitted me to call him by his first name but he only considered me as a friend. He didn't tell Lizzy anything but he instead crushed on her. I look away and try to suppress the tears. Though, I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Gosh, it feels like someone had a knife over my neck. I feel so hurt and I wonder why. Throughout his talk with the administrator, I couldn't say anything. Even on our way home, I didn't say anything to the two couples. None of them said anything to me either. They seemed too engrossed in whatever conversation they were having. It felt like I was intruding. Gosh, it's so painful. Well,

