Chapter fifty-nine
Gwen
I got back to our apartment. Myra wasn't home when I walked in.
I went to sleep immediately. I've never felt so tired in my entire life. I tried Ryder's line but he wouldn't pick up.
I have no other means to get him. In fact, I told Mrs. Johnson to help me call him but he didn't pick up either.
I'm sure he would pick Myra's call but even I didn't meet her when I got home.
Devastated, I had to force myself to sleep.
I wake up two hours later. I walk into the kitchen for something to eat. I decide on cereal because I have no strength to start cooking.
It feels like I've drained all my energy. All I want is to see Ryder and let him know I didn't mean it.
I didn't even know he was so disappointed in the fact that I hate older men. Gosh, I seriously didn't mean
