Chapter sixty
Ryder
I know I shouldn't have gotten so upset but I couldn't help it.
No matter how much I think about it, Gwen doesn't love me. That's not her fault actually, she just loves younger men.
Gosh, I shouldn't have to keep hoping something good will happen.
I should have accepted the fact that Gwen will never look at me. She will only look at guys like David.
My heartfelt so tight in my chest as I made my way out of Rock and Brew. I've never been so pained in my entire life.
People loved me, ladies want to be mine, notwithstanding the age. Even Heidi who Gwen was much older was ready to accept me. Why is Gwen so different.
Why is she so hard to get.
I think it's the height of it. I don't think I can continue doing this. Seriously, it's annoying and heartbreaking.
I can'
