Chapter sixty-six Ryder I couldn't move or say a word for a while. The moment I called Myra but she wouldn't answer, I knew she was really saying the truth. And she really got angry. Can Gwen really have loved me? I mean she didn't even act like it. She told me she doesn't like older guys. How was I supposed to know she loved me? And I didn't remember anything that happened that night. The only thing I remember was getting drunk. I can't say exactly what happened thereafter. Gosh, has she been going through a lot? I thought I was the only one hurting. Was she hurting too? She did tell me she loved younger men. I mean that was why she said that day when she met with David. And I was scared. I was worried she might choose to divorce me later on. Maybe she would get tired of me one da

