Chapter eighteen
Gwen
My heart pounds madly in my chest as I anticipate what he's about to say.
Does he want to tell me he loves me? I mean that's the only reason I can think of. Reason why he would go so far is because of me.
Or why he would want to cross Heidi because of me.
I know Heidi saw me. And I'm sure she's planning currently. I told him to let me go the other time. Why wouldn't he listen to me?
Why didn't he just let me go? I'm tired of the world already.
But if Ryder can profess his love to me, will I seriously want to live?
I mean I've never had a boyfriend. Heidi ended updating every boy I ever loved in high school.
So, I've never dated and no guy has ever treated me the way Ryder is doing.
His expression looks so hard as if he's battling with something deep down in
