(Kaelen)
The sun hasn’t burned off the morning chill yet when Theron finds me in the training yard, watching a pair of young wolves spar. I’m not really seeing them. My mind is still stuck on the weight of his hand at breakfast, the way the whole pack pretended not to notice while every single one of them catalogued it.
He stops a few feet away. No greeting. Just, “Come with me.”
I wipe my palms on my pants. “Where?”
“You’ll see.” His voice is low, almost rough around the edges, like he hasn’t used it much since yesterday. He’s in a black shirt, sleeves pushed up, the kind of simple that looks expensive on him. There’s a faint scar I hadn’t noticed before cutting across the inside of his left forearm. Old. Deep.
I expect guards. An escort. Some show of power. Instead he just turns and starts walking, trusting I’ll follow. My wolf paces once, then settles. Traitor.
We leave the main compound behind, cutting through a stand of pines that smell like resin and cold earth. The path narrows until we’re walking single file. I keep my eyes on his back, on the way his shoulders move under the fabric, the easy confidence in every step. He doesn’t check if I’m still there. He knows.
After twenty minutes the trees thin and the sound of water rises—low at first, then louder, a steady roar that vibrates in my chest. We step out onto a rocky ledge and my breath catches before I can stop it.
A waterfall.
Not the showy kind you see in postcards. This one is private, savage. Water crashes down from maybe sixty feet above into a deep turquoise pool ringed by black stone and moss. Mist hangs in the air, catching the light in tiny prisms. A narrow path leads down to a flat shelf behind the falls where the rock has been worn smooth over centuries.
Theron stops at the edge. “First courting gift,” he says, like it’s nothing. Like alphas hand over hidden paradises every Tuesday.
I fold my arms. “You bring all your potential Lunas here?”
He looks at me then. Really looks. The kind of stare that peels back layers. “Only one.”
The words land heavy between us. I don’t know what to do with them, so I look away, at the water. My pulse is already too loud.
“I expected a trap,” I admit.
His mouth curves—just barely. “Good. Means you’re paying attention.”
He starts down the path without waiting. I follow because what else am I going to do? The stone is slick with spray. Halfway down I slip a little and his hand shoots out, catching my elbow. Warm. Steady. He lets go the second I’m balanced, but the ghost of his fingers stays burned into my skin.
We reach the shelf behind the falls. The noise is deafening here, a wall of sound that blocks out everything else. The world narrows to water and stone and the man standing too close.
Theron sits on a flat rock, forearms resting on his knees. Water droplets cling to his hair. “You can swim if you want. Or just sit.”
I stay standing. “This is your idea of courtship? Silence and possible drowning?”
He huffs something that might be a laugh. “Figured you’d had enough performances.”
That shuts me up. I lower myself onto the rock a careful distance away. The mist cools my face. My wolf is quiet for once, watching him with something too close to contentment. I hate her for it.
Minutes stretch. He doesn’t fill them with talk. Just sits there, solid and calm, like he could do this for hours. Like he’s been waiting years, not days.
I hate how much I like the quiet.
(Theron)
She’s wound so tight I can almost see the wires under her skin. Every few seconds her fingers twitch like she wants to reach for a weapon that isn’t there. Or maybe just wants to touch me and hates herself for it.
Good.
I’ve waited three years for this woman. I can wait another thirty days. Longer, if she needs it. But I’m done pretending I don’t see her.
The waterfall does what I hoped it would—cuts us off from the pack, from eyes, from the weight of what I announced this morning. Here it’s just water and stone and the two of us circling something we both know is already decided.
She keeps glancing at me when she thinks I’m not looking. I let her. Let her study the scars, the set of my jaw, the way I’m not playing the game she came here to win. Let her realize the rules changed the second she walked into my study.
“You’re not what I expected,” she says finally. The words almost get swallowed by the roar.
I turn my head. “Neither are you.”
Her laugh is short, bitter. “You don’t know me.”
“I know enough.” I shift closer, just enough that our knees almost brush. “I know you bite your tongue when you’re trying not to say something reckless. I know you slept maybe two hours last night. I know the second you decide something, you commit like the world will end if you don’t.”
Her throat works. She looks at the water instead of me.
I keep going, voice low. “And I know you came here to use me. That part was obvious by day two.”
She flinches. Actually flinches. I hate it and I don’t. She needs to hear it.
“Why let me stay then?” Her voice cracks on the last word.
I reach out slowly, giving her time to pull away. She doesn’t. I tuck a damp strand of hair behind her ear, let my thumb linger against her jaw. “Because I want you more than I want to punish you for it.”
Her eyes snap to mine. Wide. Dark. Scared and furious and something else that makes my wolf rise up hard and fast.
(Kaelen)
His thumb is still on my jaw. Rough pad, gentle pressure. The waterfall thunders around us but all I can hear is my own heartbeat slamming against my ribs.
I should pull away. I should say something cutting. Instead I sit there like an i***t while heat pools low in my stomach and my wolf presses closer to the surface, whining softly.
*He sees us,* she whispers. *All of us.*
That’s what terrifies me.
I turn my face, just enough to break the contact. His hand drops, but he doesn’t move away. The space between us feels smaller than it did five minutes ago.
“You think you can fix me?” I ask. It comes out sharper than I meant.
“No.” His answer is immediate. Honest. “I think you’re not broken. Just bleeding in places no one’s bothered to look.”
Damn him.
I stand up too fast. The rock is slippery and I nearly lose my balance again. This time he catches me properly—both hands on my waist, pulling me in until I’m braced against his chest. Solid. Warm. Smelling like pine and something darker, something that makes my mouth water.
I shove at him. Half-hearted. “Don’t.”
“Don’t what?” His voice is right against my ear now. “Don’t touch you? Or don’t stop pretending this is still just your game?”
My hands fist in his shirt. I meant to push him away. Instead I’m holding on.
“I hate this,” I whisper.
“I know.”
He doesn’t sound sorry.
We stay like that for a long minute—my forehead against his collarbone, his hands loose on my hips like he’s giving me the choice to step back. I don’t. My body is a traitor, leaning into him, every inch of me aware of every inch of him. The hard planes of his chest. The way his breath fans across my hair. The low rumble in his throat that vibrates through me.
When I finally tilt my head up, he’s watching my mouth.
(Theron)
She’s trembling. Not from cold. From the war happening behind her eyes.
I wait. I’ve waited this long. I can wait until she decides to close the last inch.
Her gaze flicks up to mine. There’s shame there, tangled up with want so sharp it hurts to look at. She hates how much she wants this. Good. I want her to feel every second of it.
Then she rises onto her toes.
Our mouths meet—hesitant at first, almost angry. A test. A surrender. A f*****g prayer.
I groan into it and take over.
My hand slides into her hair, tilting her head exactly how I want. The kiss deepens, slow and devastating, nothing like the calculated heat from the study. This is raw. Open-mouthed. I lick into her like I’ve been starving for the taste of her and she makes this soft, broken sound that goes straight to my c**k.
Her back hits the rock wall behind us. I cage her there with my body but keep my hands careful—one in her hair, the other braced beside her head. Clothes stay on. This isn’t about that. Not yet.
She kisses like she fights— all fire and stubbornness and years of holding everything too tight. I kiss her like I’ve already won. Like I’ll wait forever for her to admit it.
Her hands clutch at my shoulders, nails digging in. I feel her wolf brush against mine, curious and aching and ready to submit if she’d just let her. The bond that isn’t there yet hums between us anyway, electric and inevitable.
When we break apart she’s gasping, lips swollen, eyes glassy. For ten full seconds she just stares at me like she’s forgotten every reason she came here. Like she forgot to hate me.
Then reality crashes back in.
I see it happen—the shame flooding her face, the way she turns her head like she can hide from what just passed between us.
“Kaelen,” I say quietly.
She shakes her head. “Don’t.”
I step back. Give her space even though every instinct screams to pull her closer. She slides down the rock until she’s sitting, knees drawn up, forehead pressed to them.
My chest feels too tight.
I sit beside her, close but not touching. The waterfall roars on, indifferent.
After a long time she speaks, voice muffled against her knees. “My body thinks you’re mine.”
The words gut me.
I rest a hand on the back of her neck, gentle. “You are mine. You’ve been mine since the first time I saw you three years ago, standing behind my worthless son like you could will him into being worthy.”
She goes very still.
“I’m not going to rush you,” I tell her. “But I’m not going to pretend either. This isn’t a game to me. Never was.”
She doesn’t answer. Just breathes there, letting me touch her, letting the silence stretch until it feels almost sacred.
Eventually she lifts her head. Her eyes are red-rimmed but dry. “I still want him to suffer.”
“I know.”
She looks at me like she’s searching for the trap. “You’re really going to help me destroy your son?”
I smile. It feels sharp. “He stopped being my son the day he broke you.”
Something shifts in her expression. Not trust—not yet. But the beginning of it. A crack in the armor she built around her revenge.
I lean in and press one more kiss to her temple, soft this time. No demand in it.
“Come on,” I say, standing and offering my hand. “We’ve got thirty days. Let’s not waste them pretending we’re strangers.”
She hesitates. Then she takes it.
Her grip is strong. Certain.
For the first time since she arrived, I let myself believe she might actually choose to stay.
(Kaelen)
His hand around mine feels too right. I hate it. I squeeze harder anyway.
The walk back is quiet except for the birds and the distant sound of the falls fading behind us. Every step I feel the ghost of his mouth on mine, the way he tasted like mint and possession and something I don’t have a name for yet.
My wolf is curled up inside me, purring.
I tell her to shut up.
She doesn’t.
Thirty days.
I have thirty days to remember why I’m here. Thirty days before I have to decide if revenge still matters more than the way Theron Vayne just kissed me like I was the only thing in his world.
I glance sideways at him. He’s watching the path, but the corner of his mouth is curved up like he knows exactly what I’m thinking.
Bastard.
I don’t let go of his hand.