Chapter Eight β She Saves Him
"I need to see your brother," Celeste said when Isla answered. "Tonight. Both of you."
Silence.
"How serious?" Isla asked.
"It ends tonight. One way or another."
β β¦ β
She laid everything on the library table of the Hale estate. Every document. Every thread. Her own recruitment the grief Raymond had harvested, the identity he had helped construct, the four years of mission. She held nothing back. She gave them everything, including the parts that made her look worst, because she had decided in the archive that if she was going to do one true thing it would be completely true.
When she finished, Damien sat across the table and looked at the documents.
He did not look at her.
The silence lasted long enough that she began to understand what it might cost her this honesty. This arrival. This choice to stay when running was easier.
Then Marco stood from the corner of the room where he had been silent throughout and walked out without a word. She heard him on the phone in the hallway. Low. Rapid. The specific authority of someone who had been waiting for a signal.
Isla stood at the window looking at the grounds.
Damien looked up from the documents.
His face was closed in a way she hadn't seen before. Contained. Processing something that required all of his considerable discipline to hold.
"Three months," he said.
"Yes."
"You were in my company. In myβ" He stopped. Started again. "And the whole timeβ"
"Yes." She didn't soften it. He deserved the unedited version. "The whole time."
A long silence.
"When did it stop being the mission?" he asked.
She thought about the terrace. About rain and a kitchen and his arm across her waist in the dark.
"It stopped being only the mission," she said carefully, "much earlier than I wanted it to."
He looked at her. Something moved in his face β complex, unresolved.
"I need time," he said.
"I know."
"Celeste." Her name in his mouth. The way he said it β like it meant something specific to him. "I'm not β I don't know yet what I feel. About all of this. I need to think."
"I know," she said again. She stood. Picked up her bag. "The evidence is yours. Do what you need to do with it."
At the door she stopped.
"I didn't come here tonight because it was strategic," she said, without turning around. "I came because you told me you wanted to know who I actually was. And I decided that even if it cost me everything β I wanted to be known. Just once. As myself." She paused. "That's real. Whatever else wasn't β that part was real."
She left.