he kissed me, and I pushed him to leave. I didn't want him to see his hurt expression. I see darkness in his life. he saved me and protected me from those who tried to harm me. although he held me captive. he made me feel weird. My body was attracted to him. in a way that it had never been for my ex. everything he does or says causes me to feel butterflies in my stomach. I hate how he makes me feel. I wanted him to be as far as possible. I would invest in whatever he wanted. He needed to keep his distance. yeah, when she came out. she saw a note. my love. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'll leave you alone from now on. she felt relief but a sense of panic. this is what she wanted for him to leave, but now, seeing he truly meant to leave. she felt tears in her eyes. quickly, she wiped

