Ella.
I can’t believe I let him sleep with me again. I told myself that the last time would be it, That’s why I’ve been trying to keep my distance and why I didn’t want him here. I’ve been insisting that there is nothing between us, but now that’s out the window because I admitted I’m attracted to him.
How am I going to work as his assistant after this? I know his father said it was fine for us to be together, but I don’t want that. I'm not ready for a relationship. Honestly, I don’t even have feelings for him; as he said, it’s just attraction, nothing more.
This can’t happen again, and I mean it this time. But as I tell myself that, I realize I’m running my fingers through his perfectly soft hair.
What is wrong with me? I need to get it together. I move my hands away, and he looks at
