Brooks : I went to a church for the first time I cried out to God asking forgiveness I then spoke to a pastor he went and got me help there was a lady standing at the door I couldn't tell who it was but she was a protheses at the church. I walked up to her and it miss Katherine I said to her I didn't know you were a protheses she smiled and prayed with me. I told her why I hated my daughter she said to me it's not her fault that you have been r*ped don't blame your child for that. I said every time I look at her I see his face god she looks like that man my mother was an evil witch she let that man do anything he wanted to me just for money I cried. Katherine said this is something you most pray about pray to God ask him to forgive you then ask your daughter forgiveness. Miss katherine walked out and left I just sat there and cried. how could I let this happen to my daughter? I'm a bad mother I thought to myself. what kind of mother am I ? to let this man hurt my daughter?