My dearest Alena,
If you are reading this, I am so sorry. I wish there was a better way for this to happen. I just wanted to let you know that no matter what I will always love you. I tried my best to be there with you. What I wouldn’t give to come home to you and see our beautiful children grow. What I wouldn’t do to see our parents smile watching their grandchildren grow up. What I wouldn’t do to teach our son to hit a hockey puck and have a father daughter dance for our daughter’s wedding. What I wouldn’t do to be able to hold you and kiss you one last time.
I am sorry for everything that happened in our past, but all that lead to the moment where we fell in love again, and for that I will never be sorry. You have never left my mind, not one day in my life that has passed where you di
