My mouth dropped. How the f**k was I going to tell him I couldn't stay there?
It was going to be hard to tell him that without telling him about my husband and my child.
He looked at me when I didn't say anything. I on the other hand stood where I was, too stunned to speak.
“You are not saying anything Lindsay"
I didn't choose not to speak. It was the words that found a way of not coming out. Like how the f**k would I turn him down without him feeling bad?
“Shaun, I don't think I need this house" oh that was bad. I should have sounded more emotional to make him see me as vulnerable.
“You don't?"
“I'm okay at my house,"
He paused for a while before speaking. “I think it's way better if..."
I didn't let him finish. “I don't see the need for you to buy me a house" I sounded rude, b
