Cheyanne
I was feeling down after leaving Lucas' house so abruptly last night and getting assaulted by Michael. I was so shaken up that I didn't leave the house at all. Lucas texted me a few times and I let him know that despite me being mad at him, I was still going to keep my end of the deal and get married at the courthouse tomorrow. I needed the money to open my business. I wasn't getting married to him just for the money, but I kinda was, if you know what I mean. This was part of the reason why I agreed to do it in the first place.'
All I did today was eat, sleep and shower. I wanted to let Lucas know what happened, but I was scared that he would withdraw himself from me. Even though it was not consensual, he's not my one and only anymore. I'm sad about that. I just hope it's not h
