It's been three months since I awoken from being shot twice and beat up repeatedly but my life has definitely changed and I can't say for the best, I have pushed everyone away wanting time to myself as the shock of not being a solider had settled in. I knew I shouldn't of done that but after the talk with my lieutenant I decide it was time for myself figure what my life was going to turn out like but I can't help remember that he pretty much told me that my chances of being a solider was almost over and I wasn't ready for it to be over. I worked way to hard for it too be over like that and I'll be dammed if I give up now. Within those three months my bullet wounds have healed and I'm on my feet taking it easy, normally I'll throw myself into exercise but instead I been working at Ryan gara
