First Love..again

Chapter Thirteen: One Long Week

Another week had passed for the two of them on the island. This week however was different than the first two weeks. Although they had to get used to the awkwardness of getting reacquainted with one another the first two weeks, they had had to form a routine and work together to come up with a survival plan, and although Madison was injured during that time, nothing compared to week three for both Benjamin and Madison. Week three was like what week one would have been like for two strangers coming together.

Week three was a week of the unknown. After the conversation on the beach the two didn't address the matter of their relationship again. Madison retracted some, and spent more time by herself than before. She feared that if she allowed herself to be completely vulnerable with Ben, that she would be committing to the two of them being together like he desired. Although part of her wanted that desperately, another part of her knew that this was her biggest fear also.

So Madison tried to be as self reliant as she could. She caught her own food. She swam by herself, learning to only swim with shoes on now, for fear of jellyfish. She even sleep out by the fire the last few nights by herself, verus being in the shelter that they had created together. She didn't mind sleeping by the fire. It was warm there, she had the sand as a bed, and used one of Ben's sweatshirts as a rolled up pillow. The scent of him made her feel safe and comfortable.

Benjamin on the other hand knew that Madison was dealing with a huge internal struggle. He didn't want to hurt her anymore than he already had, and he didn't want to pressure her either. He decided to give her the space and the time that she needed. Heck, they could technically be rescued any day now...and both of them would just go back to their normal lives. The island would eventually just become a memory, but in his heart, he knew that Madison would always have a spot there, a now bigger spot than she ever had before. However Benjamin chose not to think of that. He chose to just be corgile with Madison. If something were to change between them, she would have to be the one to make the first move now. He was not going to pressure her in any way.

By the end of week three, both Ben and Madison knew that a storm was coming. Neither mentioned it out loud, but still they knew. They knew that the two of them would be forced to be in the shelter together for who knows how long, to escape the wind and rains. They knew... but still they continued on with the new normal. After dinner the two tended the fire, and watched the stars, as they did every night.

"Look Maddy," a shooting star," Ben announced out of the blue, so excited to see one!

"You have to make a wish," she added, happy that he started a conversation first!

Ben thought to himself...what should he wish for? Rescue, for his family to be happy and healthy, for Madison to come around? He then smiled at Madison, and much to his surprise, she smiled back.

"The storm will be here shortly, Maddy," he finally gave in to one of the elephants in the "room"! "You may want to sleep inside tonight," he added!

"I'll be fine out here," she said cooley. "If it gets too bad, I'll come in, but I'd like to stay by the fire if it's all the same to you?'

"Suit yourself," he smiled at her kindly. He then made his way inside to prepare for the evening.

Madison made herself comfortable on the ground, not far from the shelter. She soaked up the heat of the fire. She then began to doze off.

Benjamin peeked his head out of the shelter. She was so stubborn, he thought. God he loved that about her, and hated that about her at the same time! Ben watched as the fire flickered and shined off her now tan skin. She was so beautiful. Probably the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Benjamin then began to feel himself become aroused. He knew that he better take care of this urge before the two became trapped by the weather together. This was his last chance to release the pressure for quite possibly a while, he knew.

He had only m*********d one other time since being on the island, and this was while he pretended to go off to the "bathroom" area. So the pressure was definitely at a peak for him. Benjamin laid down in the rubber boat, and made himself as comfortable as possible. Pulling down his boxers, Ben released his man meat for himself to take care of. As he layed there, Ben had wild thoughts running through his mind. Ben remembered all the crazy s*x that he and Madison used to have when they were younger. They were each other's first in every way possible, so all of their experimenting took place together!

Then he thought about his s*x life with Heather, which was too very good. However it wasn't as passionate and kinky as he had with Madison. No, with Heather, his s*x life was much more basic. She wasn't into any of the games that he and Madison would play together. So for the moment, he decided to put Heather out if his thoughts, and refocus on the times where he and Madison exploited each other's bodies!

This seemed to be doing the trick for Ben. He suddenly found his arousal stand to full attention. Just thinking of Madison's beautiful body all over his made his desires stir to a frenzy. He was completely lost in his thoughts in that moment. Nothing around him came into play. He layed there with his eyes closed, one hand stroking his c**k, and the other rubbing his balls. He didn't even notice that the rain had now started to hit the ground outside the shelter. No, for Ben, he was thinking about nothing more than being with Madison sexually.

Outside, it now started to rain harder and harder. Madison could no longer put off sleeping back in the shelter, even though she didn't want to go in. The fire had now almost went out, and she found herself completey soaked to the core. Madison was smart enough to know that if she didn't get inside soon that she would likely get sick. So she did what any rational person would do, she headed inside!

Upon entering, Madison was surprised at the sight before her. She stood there, soaking wet, now shivering like crazy...and then she saw...Ben! Suddenly, the thoughts of her current condition went out the windows. A warmth fell over her body. She found herself blushing at the site of this manly man taking matters into his own hands, quite literally. She knew what he was doing was natural. She wasn't a prude by any means. She had been known to masturbate herself occasionally, although Avery normally took care of all of her desires sexually. Still though, she enjoyed the pleasures that she could provide to herself from time to time.

She found herself staring at him. She would immediately shift her eyes from his beautifully chisseled face, down to his throbbing manhood, and back again. The sight of his vulnerability and the essence of his scent made her crave him. She began to feel her own tingling sensations within her core. Now what, she thought?

Was it rude of her to continue to watch him without his knowing? Once again, like a few weeks ago, she froze before the man. Why he brought this side out of her, she didn't know. Normally she was such a confident woman. But with Ben, she became a nervous school girl. The man made her nervous and comfortable at the same time.

Ben let out a slight moan of pleasure. Oh God, he has the sexiest voice too, Madison remembered. Instinctively she remembered how he would moan in her ear when the two would make love. Just hearing that sound sent chills down her whole body!

Just then, Ben became released from his state of pleasure, and saw the beautiful woman standing before him. He wasn't sure how long she had been standing there or how to react. Part of him was immediately embarrassed, yet another part of him wanted to take her right then and there.

"Sorry. I shouldn't have interrupted you," Madison made the first remark! "I'll go back outside so you can...finish," she became even more flushed!

"No!" Ben became agitated, realizing that she would go away to spare him! He quickly covered himself back up with his boxers. He then realized that she was soaking wet. "It's pouring out!"

"I'll be okay," she added, still flushed from the view that she had just witnessed!

"No it's not, Madison! It's not okay! This is your space as much as it is mine. You have every right to be here," he demanded. He then dug through his bag of clean clothes and pulled out a long sleeve thermal shirt. "Here, put this on before you get sick! I'll turn around," he added!

"You don't have to," she said softly!

"What do you mean," he asked softly in shock?

Madison then began taking off her sopping wet clothes, one by one, ignoring his question. Ben got up and stood before her. She was about to unbutton her bra, still staring at him intently. Ben reached around and grabbed her hands behind her back, before she was unable to unclip it. Madison further became aroused by his caring touch and smiled at him.

"Maddy, what are you doing," he asked in a husky voice, as if he was doing his best to restrain himself... and her?

"Do you oppose," she asked seductively?

"Maddy. It's just..." he struggled for words!

"You love me, don't you Benny," she asked?

"Yes, you know I do," he responded as she pressed her body close to his.

"Then what is the problem, Mr. Freehold," she now toyed with him, giving in to her own desires?

"I just... don't want you to regret your actions," he admitted!

"Ben. I will most likely regret a lot of things in life, and this may be one of them one day, but right now, it is what I want. I'm an adult who can make up her own mind, and I can see that this is what we both need," she admitted!

"But where will we go from here," he asked?

"You said you'd never make me choose, right," she asked?

"That's right Maddy. I could never do that to you," he responded, looking down into her eyes!

"Then that is it. I'm not choosing! Here, you are my partner...my partner in friendship, my partner in survival, my partner in life, and my partner in love," she said firmly.

"And if rescue awaits us," he added?

"Then we have to give it all up," she stated. "In the real world, Avery is all of those things to me, as Heather is to you," she added.

"Can you live with that guilt," he questioned?

"Forever is unknown Ben! I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt of letting this time pass us by, especially if it is you and me forever...here," she leaned up on her tippy toes and nibbled on his lips!

Before she knew it, Ben had let go of her hands, and he now unsnapped her bra, exposing the girls he once played with for fun! Ben got down on his knees and groped at her boobs. He then took one n****e in his mouth and teasd it, before he did the same to the other.

Madison leaned her head back and allowed him to devour her wet chest, as she scraped her nails down his back. "Oh Benny," she moaned!

"Oh Maddy! Ive longed for your beautiful body for so long," he added!

Madison now grabbed hold of his face with both hands and kissed him feveroushly! She then wrapped her arms around his neck as he laid her body down inside of the boat. Her legs hung over the side and scraped a little on the rubber. Ben began to run his fingers up her outer thighs. As he reached up with both hands, he gripped hold of her panties with his finger tips.

Meeting her hands with his, Madison stopped him for a moment. Ben looked up at her in surprise, "what's wrong," he asked caringly? "Do you want me to stop," he followed up?