September 29, 2017 (36 weeks) "Come here," Harry coaxes me as we lay in the darkness of his bedroom. I lay on my side and can't help but think about tomorrow. Since Scout didn't move on her own Louis scheduled me to come in for the EVC. I guess I was afraid because I didn't know what to expect. I was afraid of the unknown and unfamiliarity. "I can't sleep..." I whisper to Harry as I move into his chest where he caresses my hair. My thoughts were my enemy and constantly fired different scenarios in which things wouldn't turn out. I could thank my anxiety for this, whenever it took control it took the driver's seat to my entire mind. "Are you nervous about tomorrow?" Harry asks me with a tired raspy voice. The constant motion of Harry combing fingers through my hair helped to put me at ea

