April 10, 2017 "Don't you think this is just a little bit excessive?" Talia asks as we stroll through the bookshelves of Barns and Nobel. Ever since that day I saw that mother with her two kids I felt the need to get educated. I needed to understand what my body was going through and what I needed to expect in the months to come. I had thrown at least ten books into my basket as well as Talia's and we hadn't even gotten halfway down the first aisle. There were so many books all about different topics, some were about pregnancy while others were about postnatal care. I needed all the help I could get since I felt like I was starting out late. It had taken me a lot longer then I thought to realize that this was all a reality. "No, I need all the help I can get. I don't know anything about

