July the 15th i was five months pregnant with my first daughter named Clair , she never saw me nor did i ever saw her , but i did see her once in my dream . She is always in my heart , and now i have given birth to Twins , the first was a boy , we named him Zenon , it means unwavering protector , my Daughter stepped into this world after , we named her Althea which means healing powers . God and the moon goddess knew my misery and my fear for a daughter being born again , not because she is a girl but i was scared of losing her again , so they gave me a son who will protect her with us . Both my babies are my love , they are my everything , i will pamper them and treat them nicely i will always give the what they want . " Honey , you are promising yourself that you will pamper them but

