She has the right to deliver her own punishments, but I don't think she is quite ready to kill someone. But that is why she has us. I will gladly take in all the darkness so that she never has to face any. When I get out of the shower, I find Jay standing at the window looking out over the garden. She was so lost in her thoughts, that she got a fright when I put my arms around her from behind. "It's only me. Who were you expecting?" I ask, and she giggles. "No one, I was just so lost in my thoughts," she answers, as she rests the back of her head on my chest and sighs. "Every day seems to be more dramatic than the day before. When are we going to catch a break?" Jay asks. "I understand how you feel, but it will come to an end soon. I have faith and so should you. We deserve to have a hap

