Emergency room. Never in my thoughts that I would have to wait impatiently outside this dreadful room. I was shocked with what happened. I wanted to blame myself because I didn't do anything to stop Jessica. It's my fault, I pushed her to do it. We shouldn't have went there, maybe this wouldn't happen. Shit. I was shuddering while waiting, things around me were blurred and all I could think was the operation to be successful. "Boo, calm down. Jessica will be fine," Tiffany held my shoulder and squeezed it lightly to comfort me. I appreciated it and it soothed me somehow. Jessica. Yes, she stabbed herself before Tiffany could stop her. We were terrified with her action, we didn't know this was coming. But I'm glad Tiffany managed the situation, she instructed me of what to do and

