My Slave

The Plan

Okay... I breathed out.

Geez Erika. You can do this. I encouraged myself.

I already came up with a plan and yeah, I need to act like I don't care about Tiffany anymore.

I have to make her believe even if I don't like lying but this time, I need to do it. I'm so done with people who try to control my decisions. This is my life and I will decide on it.

I know Jessica is just concern about me, she's worried for me that I might get hurt but love is love. Sometimes, you can't avoid being hurt.

Indeed, love is always attached to pain.

Different kind of pain. Different kind of situations. Different kind of relationships.

But despite of the difference, they accept each other even their flaws.

There's no perfect relationship because nobody's perfect. You just have to trust them even if you don't know what might happen in the future.

When you feel the love, it is perfect. You will not think of the pain because you feel happy being with the one you love.

You're found not lost, you're comfortable like home and you're always excited everyday just to see them.

I'm so in love, this crazy love makes me happy. I'm kinda emotional when it comes to love because I want to feel it. I want someone to love me because it's so long that I haven't felt loved by others.

Everyone that I love left me.

Weird but I feel loved by Tiffany, she just won't admit it. Even if they say I'm stupid giving her chance, I don't care. I will always love her and I won't be mad at her. I just can't. I'm hurt but I won't be mad.

Love is love after all. It is what it is.

I didn't notice that Jessica came in holding a tray of foods. She put it on the nightstand next to the other side of the bed.

"I cooked lunch for you, I hope you'll like it," Jessica said with her lackluster smile.

"Jessica... please take this off," I was talking about the handcuffs.

Jessica shook her head "No, not today. I'm sorry but promise I won't hurt you," she aasured me.

"I know you won't hurt me, you're so kind to me and I'm thankful to have you," as a friend. I said in mind.

"You're right Jessica," I looked her in the eyes trying to convince her with my bogus sincerity.

"Huh?" Jessica sat on the edge of the bed.

"That I shouldn't go back to Tiffany because she will just hurt me," I pretended to be relented.

"I'm tired being hurt and I want to start my life again for the better," I added to make it more realistic.

"I'm happy that you finally realized it," Jessica meekly nodded.

"I... I want to give us a chance," I averted my eyes from her. I can't lie about it and I feel guilty saying those words.

"Wh-what? I mean... are you serious?" She asked in confusion.

"You heard me Jessica, I want to try it," I dubiously muttered still not looking at her.

I hope she won't notice that I'm lying. I really hate this.

"Erika... you don't know how happy I am!" Jessica giddily squealed. I feel so bad but I have to do this or she won't release me.

"Can you come here?" I requested as I patted the space next to me and she followed. She sat next to me.

I looked back at her and she was already staring lovingly at me. Her mood suddenly changed to positive. I admit, I can see the love through her eyes. It sparks searching through the windows of my soul.

Calm down Erika. Now do what you need to do. I instructed myself.

So I held her waist and pulled her. I crashed my lips to her then kissed her aggressively.

She responded right away with the same intense that I'm giving her. Our heads tilted with the opposite sides as our lips locked.

This searing kiss was really discomforting me.

I broke the kiss immediately, I was panting as I rested my forehead to hers. I tried to reach her with my other hand but it was handcuffed.

I pulled away then she looked at my chained wrist.

"Please take this off, I want you so badly Jessica," I pecked the side of her lips few times.

Jessica swallowed hard and stood up "Fine." She pulled out a key from her pocket and she unlocked the handcuffs freeing me.

I held my wrist gently, it hurts and it was a bit red. Jessica tossed the handcuffs along with the key on the bed beside the pillow.

I quickly grabbed her then laid her on bed as I moved on top of her. I caressed her cheek, this would be a goodbye kiss.

Jessica needs to be out of herself or I might fail the plan. She's stronger than me so I need to be extra careful.

I crashed my lips to hers once again and kissed her fervently then she complied without a protest. Her hands raked the back of my hair, she finally gave in.

But not that quick, I need her to be completely distracted.

I held her hands then pinned it over her head, before she could complain I kissed her down her neck nibbling it but I won't give her hickeys.

"Hmmm... Erika," she moaned lowly.

I unbuttoned her shirt using my skillful hand, my face blanced when I saw her breasts. She wasn't wearing a bra! I saw those round mounds with her frisky pink n*****s.

I glanced up at Jessica's face and saw her eyes filled with lust.

I leaned down putting her n****e into my mouth and licked it.

"Ahh... yes... hmm..." Jessica moaned louldy. I guess she's really sensitive.

I have to end this before it lead us to something I will regret. I admit, this made me kinda horny but I can still control it.

Discreetly, I took the handcuffs then quickly locked it around her wrist then the other to the bedpost. I took the key and I swiftly stood up leaving her on the bed, puzzled.

"Wh-what's the meaning of this?" She sputtered.

"I'm sorry Jessica, I lied. I know you won't let me go so I made this plan so I can go back to Tiffany," I admitted shamefully.

"You... y-you lied?" She looked so hurt and it makes me feel bad even more.

"I'm sorry but I want to see Tiffany, I love her so much-"

Jessica cut me off "But she doesn't love you!"

"I don't care! I'm happy just being with her," I countered.

We paused for a moment then Jessica spoke "I hate you for doing this to me," her jaw clenched as her cold glares were like daggers.

"I know, I'm sorry. I hope one day, you forgive me," then I dropped the key on the floor not very close to the bed. It will take time before she could get it and I think it's enough time to escape.

"Thank you so much for everything, goodbye Jessica," then I rushed out of the room.

I heard Jessica yelling my name but I just ignored it and ran out of the house.

My heart was longing for Tiffany, all I could think was her.

Tiffany.

I'm coming home.

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