I woke up early in the morning to prepare Tiffany's breakfast. I did my best to cook special American food for her like tomato fried rice, bacon, omelette chorizo with cheese, toasted margarine loaf bread and coffee.
I also put some veggies on the dishes because I want her to be healthy. For me, American foods are salty and greasy. Not all but most of their fast food.
Tiffany grew up in America but she moved here in Korea when she was 15. I first met her when we were in Middle school. I still remember when she asked me in English but I just ignored her cuz I'm not really good in that language.
That was really embarrassing, I smiled just thinking of that.
All were set on the table and it was perfect. I hope Tiffany would like it.
Speaking of the devil, she came out from nowhere and she looked like a zombie. She looked sick and exhausted.
"Good morning master," I greeted her.
"What's good in the morning if I'm not feeling well?" She countered.
"Master I cooked you breakfast, you need this to have your energy back," I cheerfully said.
Tiffany looked at the table and sat on her throne "You cooked a lot, do you think I can eat all of this?" She asked with her sarcastic tone. "Or you just want to eat the rest of it that's why you made a lot?" She accused.
I frowned "No master, I did this for you." From cheery mood to gloomy. Nice.
"Whatever, I can't eat all of this. You have to eat the rest of it and you need to finish it all. Let's have a food and drink rule here slave. You can eat breakfast but just breakfast and you can drink 2 glasses of water for the whole day. If you break the rule, you know what will happen right?" She assumed and I nodded. Punishment. I'm so allergic with that. Nah.
"I'm asking you slave," she flatly said.
"Yes master, I understand." Not really good but it's much better than nothing.
"Good."
Then I served her food, I put fried rice and everything on her plate. After that, I stayed behind her like a good slave while she was eating.
Tiffany sighed "Can you just sit here and stop being creepy behind me? I already told you to eat so why don't you eat?" She asked irritably. She's grumpy when she's not feeling well. But the situation changed, she's always tetchy. My irate master.
I slowly followed her instruction, I took a plate and sat next to her but not too close, she didn't argue anyway.
I carefully took fried rice first then omelette, just small amount.
Tiffany glanced at my plate "Is that all you can eat? Eat more, I told you'll finish the rest of it," she said as she sipped her coffee.
"You look sick, Master," I commented ignoring what she said.
I put my hand on her forehead to see how hot she was. I guess, she's warmer than normal and her face was reddened. I was thinking that she might have slight fever.
Tiffany shoved my hand away but not that hard "Of course, I just said it I'm not feeling well and I'm not going to work today."
"Yes Master, you need to rest. Don't worry I'll take care of you," I genuinely said.
"Whatever," then she continued to eat.
We ate in silence but comfortable.
We finished our breakfast and I cleaned all the dishes.
Tiffany went to the living room, she was laying on the couch while hugging a pillow. She's watching tv but I could see how sick she was. She was shivering so I took blanket from my room's closet and tucked her in.
She didn't react as her eyes were glued on the tv screen. I continued to busy myself and cleaned the entire house. But as I said, her house was cleaned and neat.
"Please stop walking around, you make me more dizzy," Tiffany whined.
I froze in my place "Um where do you want me to stay Master?"
She hissed "Wherever."
Okie dokie.
So I walked to her and sat close to her head but later on, I made a slowly move to put her head on my lap and massaged her temples. Gently and carefully with love. Lol.
Tiffany didn't protest or say anything, she just allowed me to do it. She's really warm and I could feel her shaking under the blanket.
After few hours of watching tv, I felt my legs became numb. I didn't move to my position for hours but it was okay. I really like physical contact with Tiffany.
I glanced at her and saw her sleeping already, what an angel in disguise. She's really beautiful.
Since Middle school, I already knew how much attracted I am to Tiffany. My feeling grows every day and I fell in love with her when we were college. I knew that she has a big part in my life and in my heart.
She's the only person I am attracted to so I can't tell if I'm a lesbian or whatever. I don't care about that stuff, I just love her.
My feelings for her never fade away even if we didn't see each other for few years. My love for her grows and I can't control it.
My proof?
Do you think I will stay here if I don't love her that much?
Love is blind. Yeah.
But the way she treats me, she humiliates me and physically hurts me. That's not being blind cuz I see it clearly but I just ignore it.
Because I believe she will change eventually, I'm hoping that she will forgive me and everything will be alright.
Tiffany is kind, she's just mad because I hurt her. But that doesn't mean that I am like a martyr for my beliefs.
Do you know what it is? Being me?
Of course you know.
Being stupid. I also thought of that.
I don't know why I'm still with her. I don't know why I declined Jessica's offer. I don't know why I still love Tiffany because apparently, we're opposite. She hates me but I love her.
Love is more powerful I guess. You can't blame me for that.
Tiffany is all I've got now. I won't give up on her even if just a friend or even if just her slave.
I will never regret this even if it's stupid.
The rest of the day was amazing even if you thought it was boring to stay at home for a day just watching random programs on tv.
Yes it was amazing because I could touch and take care of Tiffany, she didn't even argue or say anything rude. I made her lunch, this time not too much while I just drank half glass of water.
That's my strategy, 1 glass of water in the morning. Half in the afternoon and the other half in the evening equals two glasses for a day.
Then I made her chicken rice porridge for dinner, I cut the chicken into strips so she can easily eat it. This time I assisted her to eat and she took her medicine prescribed by Jessica.
Her slight fever became actually fever, her temperature was burning!
So I took Tiffany to her room and she's quite unconscious because of her high fever. She's shivering intensely even if I put the comforter on her.
I decided to lay beside her and hugged her. She seemed chilled but I could still feel her trembling body in my arms. I was hugging her from the back but she turned to me and burried her face on my chest.
My heart was beating crazily, she was very close to me.
She snuggled into my arms and I smiled, she looked so adorable.
Tiffany being in my arms felt like I'm on the top of the world above cloud nine.
I missed her smell, her warm and her body. Well, before we didn't mind the skinship but it was the reason why I developed my feelings for her.
Her touch is irresistible.
"Erika?" Tiffany muttered.
"Yes Master?" I asked quietly.
"Erika..." She repeated unconsciously.
She was dreaming of me, I missed her calling my name. It gave shivers down my spine and gave me tingle sensation in my stomach.
It was sexy, I love to hear it from her.
"Erika... I'm sorry," she mumbled. Almost inaudible but I'm sure of what I heard.
Tiffany apologized to me.
I gulped feeling weird but happy.
Then a smile crept on my face, I knew it.
Last night was a good start and Tiffany cares for me.
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Sorry if I didn't update yesterday, I was busy.
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