Friends: Desire and Deceit

Chapter 2

Toni & Jaden - The night we officially met

Standing horizontally, flexing my toes and ankles, twisting from side to side, contemplating with phone in hand while I glared at the pounding cursor on the screen. I know that I should put this phone down and just say f**k it, you know better, but out roars Kya from my subconscious and miraculously my fingers move over the keys and my thumb graces the send button. That's it! No turning back now. But do I really want to go back to blah nights and ehhh days ever so lackluster? I said, 'how about No?!'

So the options stand, go back to being the topic of conversation behind the backs of my Caribbean family and friends…

'She must not realize that she is getting older. What is she waiting on to find a man and pop out some babies?'

Or ignore that s**t and let spontaneity take hold of the drive and take me to fun! Why the hell was my overthinking ass acting like this is a hard decision? See, Kya has the best answers to their cynicism, but I keep her out of sight most times because this girl will get me disowned and fired and 'she' got bills to pay and people to meet.

But on this one night, this one glorious night, I decided to let her reign and did she? Before I could process any of her choices, I was grabbing my keys, heading out the door, storming off to his unfamiliar hood. Cruising up the highway, sitting in my black car with midnight tints, determined and driven, feeling like an empress as natural as ever. I left my inhibitions back at the house as the woman sitting here has no make-up, lashes or some Peruvian chick's hair on top of my head. In a pair of shorts, legs with lying baby hair, a tank top with a bra - no padding - no enhancers - just me! Oh s**t!! I think I just missed my damn turn. I don't know this side of town. Where the f**k was I going at 10:30 at night, driving all this way to go meet a damn guy that I had never met before?

The GPS showed 6 minutes away and panic set in. He could be anybody capable of anything, but I reflected on six amazing days worth of conversation and of how wet he got me with words and some intense posed pictures and I effortlessly proceeded. I knew what I was going for. Hell my body needed this.

'You have arrived at your destination.' I froze.

It was close to midnight and I was parked by the side of his building still contemplating what to do as Kya woke up.

'Oh for Pete's sake, we are doing this. Finally, you are trying something new. Casual friendship with occasional earth-shattering s*x (hopefully it is) will do us some good, especially after that horrible relationship we just left. We need this. She whips out my phone and texts to let him know I was outside.

His response was the ultimate slap in the face, 'Good, stay out there...lol,' followed by silence.

"Don't f*****g play with me. I will leave!" I texted back.

Silence. No response but it showed that he read my message.

Beating myself up for allowing myself to be suckered was in full effect. After leaving my house in the middle of the night to come see this asshole, he would not even come downstairs. I was pissed off, embarrassed, simply ashamed. I put the car in drive, flicked my high beams on ready to get the hell out of here, and there he stood with the biggest grin on his face as he walked towards the car.

For a brief moment, I thought about running him over, but instead, I opened the door and he sat down. Moment of truth. He stared...smirked... and stared some more. No words spoken.

"Well, are you just going to stare at me all night?" I asked.

"That is a thought." He said with a smug look.

Irritatedly, I responded, " How about you tell me where we are headed? This is your town."

He smiled and directed me towards a cute chill spot by the waterfront. I was anxious and curious. What was he thinking? Why has he not said anything? Grrr, so frustrating. I do not want to come off as being too pushy....ugghhhh, this was so annoying!

"Jaden, do you come here often?" And the cynicism was clear as a cloudless morning. And he smirked. "I'm gonna need a bit more than a smirk."

"I'm just shocked. I know you were beautiful from your pictures, but you are so real, so natural, it's mesmerizing. It’s a rare find these days."

Out peeks Kya, 'I like him!'

"Thank you." As I tried to hide my blush, as the ice slowly chipped away.

As I pull up and park at the entrance of the bay overlooking the industrial center of the state, I can finally enjoy the view. Those intense eyes undressing my attire, looking back at me; lips full and tantalizing driving sparks down to my libido as she responds and I shifted. Damn, those shoulders - broad, muscular and so defined. I could look at him all day.

He pulled me back to reality as he reached over and gently slid his hands up my thighs. Leaning over the middle console, he reached over to me, lips on my neck leaving baby kisses, tongue sliding from ear to the nape of my neck. I am so wet, already! I reached for his lips. I can not resist. s****l tension was thick in such a compact space. I am heated and so is he, as we gained new depth with every touch. This was happening. I pushed his head away as I slid over the driver's seat onto the back seat. He knows I'm game.

While staring him deep in the eyes, I started to undress myself for his viewing pleasure. My tank top was somewhere on the floor now, the bra was off, breasts all out, n*****s hard as ice cubes, shorts slid off easily. Ass out, legs spread, licking fingers and staring at him with the come-f**k-me-eyes.

He was salivating as he watched me squeeze my left n****e while trailing fingers gently over my c******s. He saw the moisture increasing between my legs and his member rose impressively. I tilted my head back as my skin heated up and my n*****s hardened. I gasped for air as I felt his lips on me. His head was buried in my neck, finding my weak spot. He wasted no time and soon his face was between my legs. If he only knew how long it had been since I felt like this. My breathing was heavy and quick. My back arched and my legs spread even wider. I was spread eagle from window to window. We made good use of the back seat.

He slid a finger inside my dripping wet spot and I quivered. He beckoned 'come here' while inside me and goosebumps flooded my body. What the f**k was he doing to me?

"Oh s**t! Ohh, don't stop! Don't you f*****g stop!" I screamed. His tongue was now a kitty lapping up my sweet cream. He quickened his pace. I was beyond wet. I was sure that his face was gleaming with jizz now.

"f**k-yes - right-there!.... Right there!...Yes!!!!!"

I gasped for air as I came back to Earth. He pulled his finger out and stuck it in his mouth and sucked it clean. "Damn babe, you taste so good." I melted.

I could not jump on him any faster. Pants unzipped. His member was out and hard as ever and he was now pinned to the seat. Kya took over as I succumbed control to her. I straddled him and inch by inch slid his thick, black, tantalizing womb-shifter against the walls of my inner flesh as I slobbered jizz along his impressive shaft.

Before I knew it, I was gyrating my hips and flailing around, completely out of control. I could not control myself. With every shift, every pulse, I wanted him more... and more... and so much MORE. He growled and slapped my ass, nibbling on my n*****s as they flopped against his face. Kya was twitching and convulsing, sliding and squirming, screaming at the top of our lungs as he whispered,

"Come for me baby," and that was my undoing. He twitched and pulsed and that had her riled up. He slammed into me and bucked.

"Yesss.... Oh yea....Yes baby just like that....Ooh... don't stop...I'm gonna c*m so hard!"

"Yesss....Come for daddy" as he snarls at me with the-I-own-this-p***y-now face. I crumble on his shoulder and we sit panting in disbelief of what just happened. My mind flashed back to where we were and I quipped,

"We should probably get outta here."

That was, by far, the longest drive home. Kya was sound asleep and the panic built as I recapped the events of the night.

Did I just drive to meet a man I had only been texting for six days? What the hell Toni? Wait - did I just give up the goods without using protection....Oh my God, what was I thinking? I know nothing about this man. s**t! That was such a stupid, stupid thing to do, but it felt so good. And this was why I always thought things through. What did I do? And in the moment of doubt and question, I realized that even with fear and panic building inside me, I was already contemplating the idea of going back. I wanted to see him again...tonight felt like more than just s*x.

Night two. Here we go again. Back for round two with the undefeated champ!

'You know why you're taking your ass back to that man. He put in that work and laid that pipe....Goddamn!' beamed Kya, my alter ego, highlighting the obvious. Facts!'

As I continue my 35 minute journey to see him again. I already know what treat I'm in for. Kya had me convinced that I needed to see this through for myself.