Sleepwell Mr. Sungit

Chapter 3

Buong maghapon ang nasa isip ko lang ay kung paano ko ba maiwala yung guilt na nararamdaman ko.

Magso-sorry pa ba ako ulit? Eh parang wala naman na sa kanya ehh. Hayyy!!

I'm so frustrated to the point that i'm thinking of giving him a 'peace offering'. Should i? Parang ang over na kasi. Mukhang hindi naman big deal para sa kanya.

Our class ended and i'm thinking of asking an apology again? 'yun nalang siguro. Okay na 'yun! Ang over na ng peace offering no.

I fixed my things first before facing him, he was stunned a bit because of my sudden movement so i gave him a small smile.

"About what happened.. a while ago. Uh, I'm sorry." I sincerely said as i looked in to his eyes.

He's really an emotionless creature. His looks is just like '-_-' , what a cold creature. Sa dagat ba 'to pinanganak? As in sa tubig talaga? Err

He stared at me for a seconds like my message is still decoding and it will take him a seconds before he received the message.

He only nodded at me and walk away. 'Yun na 'yun? Okay na? Ano ba 'yan! Nakakainis naman siya. Buong araw kaya ako nakaramdam ng guilt tapos tango lang yung magiging respond niya sa sorry ko?

Ugh! Nawala nga yung guilt ko, napalitan naman ng inis. Gwapo nga, suplado naman! Heh!

Umuwi na'ko dala-dala yung inis na pinabaon sa'kin nung ice na transferee na yun. Kung close lang kami baka binatukan ko na 'yun kaso hindi ehh, kaya nevermind. Bala ka dyan!

When I got home, as usual walang tao. My parents are still at work until the evening kaya sanay na ako. At yung mga kasambahay namin ay hindi masyado mahagilap dito sa bahay. Nagpapakita lang kung naghahanda na sila nagpakain or pinatawag sila.

The neatness of our mansion is being maintain so far. Kahit mukhang walang tao ay maaliwalas naman tignan.

I freshen' up a bit before going to bed and open my laptop. My usual routine at home while waiting for my parents. They are busy at work but they never failed to give me all the time and attention. To show their love and affection, that's why i'm very close with my parents. We ate together, we also have our 'bond-only day' that is when we get together as a family. Go to church, go to mall and stroll, sometimes travelling. We are just very close.

While facing my laptop hindi ko namalayan na sini-search kona pala yung social media account ni Mr. Icecoldtransferee. Ang haba ng tawag ko sa kanya pero okay lang. Bagay naman ehh, from expression to emotion. Err

Oh, I found his IG account. Even his account can screamed coldness. Look at this guy, hindi na nga nag po-post masyado ni hindi man lang nagpapakita ng picture niya. Only his profile has his face but the rest of his post are all scenery. He only had 5 post puro pa umuulan, kung hindi naman umuulan nag-s'snow. Ano ba yan! He really likes to be cold, huh?

I followed his IG account and even added him of sss, well, sa sss naman puro tagged photos lang from his family i think and some are from his friend. Yes friend, isang guy lang kasi yung palagi niyang kasama sa mga photos niya. Maybe he's bestfriend abroad or what.

Wait! Why am i stalking him? When did i become a stalker? I'm not a stalker! Mygosh triana, ayusin mo nga sarili mo! Para kang tanga! I've never done this before, especially to a guy? Oh no! Never, never again. Err

Napatalon ako ng may biglang kumatok sa pintuan.

"Ma'am hazel, pinapatawag na po kayo ng mga magulang niyo." one of our housemaid called me behind the door. I stand up from the bed and walk to the door to open it.

"Yes, yes, baba na po ako. Thank you po." She smiled so i got out of my room at bumaba na't papuntang dining area.

"Goodevening mommy, goodevening daddy." I greeted my parents and kissed their cheeks before seating on my chair.

"Goodevening my dear, how's your day? Are you doing well in school?" My mom asked.

Nag-uusap lang kami habang kumakain. I'm telling them how my day passed by and just like the usual our dinner is full of laughing because of my dad's stories and lame jokes. That's how close we are.

After dinner I let my parents rest already, knowing that they are tired from work. They walk me to my room first, kissed me goodnight, turning the lights off and sleep peacefully.

After all, my parents make me forget about how pissed I am a while ago. They really are my happy pill. Always praying for my parents longer life.

Morning came, with a smile. Did my morning routine, eat breakfast with my parents then go to school.

Pagpasok sa school, sinalubong naman agad ako ni keisa at sabay na kaming pumunta sa room namin.

As usual, while walking to the corridor, I greeted all those people who are greeting me with a smile. Some even giving me gifts, early in the morning, really? It's not even my birthday. But, well, ofcourse tinatanggap ko. Nahihiya kasi akong tumanggi, ewan, atsaka ayaw ko rin mapahiya yung nagbigay. Nag-eeffort sila and i appreciate it. Period. No more explanation.

As soon as we got in to our room medyo madami na yung mga classmate namin. Some greeted us, some are just smiling. But my eyes is already fixed at someone who looks dashing with his glasses off.

OMG! Is this really him? He look really a lot different when he takes off his glasses. He looks very attractive. Why keeping that behind the glasses?

Geshh, I can see some girls are giggling while looking at him. Some guy even tried to talk to him but he only nodded and not talking. Yeah, right, kahit gaani pa siya ka attractive, suplado parin naman siya.

He has this friendly aura but his actions speaks the other way around. Parang ilap siya sa tao. He's not even smiling, even smirking. Like duh? Are you human? Really? You're not a robot or an alien?

After niyang punasan yung glasses niya ay sinuot na niya ulit iyon kaya at tinabunan na yung mukha niya ng libro. A nerd, a gorgeous nerd.

Umupo na ako sa upuan ako, lumabas si keisha sandali may kukunin daw so i took that opportunity to face him.

"Uh, keiro?" I called, hesitant at first baka kasi naiistorbo ko siya sa pagbabasa. He moved his book down a bit para makita ko yung mata niya, hindi parin siya tumitingin pero nakataas yung kilay, sign na nakikinig siya.

"What's that?" He asked looking at my hand.

"Cookies, a peace offering?" Patanong ko pang sabi, nahihiya ako at nag-aalangan baka kasi 'di niya tanggapin.

I baked this cookies kaninang umaga, before breakfast.

"For what?"he asked still looking at the black tupperware with a gray ribbon around it.

"Uh, for what happened...yesterday." sabi ko. Nagulat pa ako ng bigla siyang tumingin sa mga mata ko. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng hiya. He looked puzzled.

"I don't like sweets, bigay mo sa iba." After saying that he cover his face again with the books. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng lungkot. Did he just reject me? I think yes.

Napasimangot nalang ako at binalik yung tingin sa harap. Hindi ko maiwasang mainis sa sarili. Bakit ko pa kasi kailangan magbigay nun? Eh okay naman na kahapon ehh. Nag sorry na'ko, dalawang beses pa nga. Tapos may pa peace offering pang nalalaman. 'yan tuloy na reject.

My first ever rejection! Ugh!!

"Uy, ano 'to? kanino galing? Ang aga triana ahh, galing sa manliligaw mo?" napatingin ako kay keisha ng kunin niya yung tupperware sa kamay ko.

Huminga ako ng malalim at hinayaan nalang siyang buksan yun.

"Wala, sayo nalang." sabi ko nalang , hindi na umimik.

He really is something. Kukunin niya ba lahat ng first time ko? Geshh..