That was a heady thought; Noah allowed to use me as he saw fit. I knew some of the sites that I had used to research b**m had talked about my Dom playing with me unless I specifically said no and made it a hard limit. It had intrigued me then. But, now faced with it the option, I was hesitant. Noah moved his finger and pulled away to search my eyes. "You are not ready," Noah stated in a manner of a fact tone. There was no sadness, nothing that would indicate that he was upset. Just a statement that I was not ready, and he backed down. "I'm sorry," I said sadly. He dipped his head and gave me another passionate kiss that stole my breath away. "Do not apologize, my dear. You are not ready for anal or for me to begin to prepare you. That is fine with me. I will take care of you,

