Harry POV As I stared into her deep green eyes I could see how sincere she was. I desperately wanted to believe her but history had taught me that things were nearly always as bad as you thought they were, if not worse. "How can you have so much optimism," I asked her. "I don't even know how you can begin to forgive us, my parents have treated you like dirt, you may never find your parents because of them and the three of us, well, we've been disgusting towards you. You'd be better off leaving the pack and choosing Damon, at least he would never hurt you," I added bitterly, pulling my hand away and turning from her. Ryan was howling in pain at my words, the thought of not being with her too much to bear. "Harry don't do that," said Ottilie, pulling on my shoulder to get me to turn aroun

