UN FULFILLED WISH

JANEL’S POV

Can’t believe that am now in my final year of high school. The thought itself made me excited and was very happy about it just before i eavesdrop my parents planing on taking me to

Pennsylvania for my further studies. The idea sounds great but it is no more great since am already in love with Julian. I wish to be near him, I wish to see his handsome face every day, I want to keep on showing him that i love him so i hope he will one day open up for me . I know that he loves me very much and that what keep me hoping that he will one day be mine and mine forever. I found tears dropping on my cheeks and before they can hear me sobbing, i decided to run out of the house. I didn’t want to be driven by a driver nor did i want to drive any car. So when i was out of the house, i called a cab and told the driver to take me to the hills. This is a place that i and Julian always run to when we need comfort. A place is very comforting and good to spend time in.

As i reached there, i saw someone sitting to our usual spot, without mistakes i knew that was Julian. He seemed to be in a deep thinking, i greeted him but he didn’t give back a response. Then i realized that he did not notice my presence so i greeted him again and this time he gave me a response. But the way he was responding you can understanding that something was wrong. He showed me a sign to sit down and i agreed and sat beside him. He was carried away by thoughts before he turned his attention towards me. He was shocked to see me in tears so he offered me a shoulder to cry on. I felt so good crying on his shoulder, the feelings i was getting drove me to the world of imaginations. I felt his warmth and i could hear his heart speaking to me. It was telling me to be okay and not to cry again. My tears dried away and that disappointed me. I wanted to cry more and wanted to keep on leaning on his shoulder because that is the most comforting place that i never been in my whole life. I raised my head to face him, he looked at me and asked what was the problem. From his look i can feel he was in pain seeing me crying. I wanted to tell him what made me cry but couldn’t do so since my reason for crying would hurt him more. As understanding as he is he said it was okay not to talk about it if i don’t want to.

We spend the rest of our time chatting and making jokes. I love how he is fun and the more i spend time with him the more my love for him grow. He is like oxygen in my life, without it my life comes to an end. I checked the time and it was already late, I stood up ready to go. I said my farewell to him and started walking down the hills. Before i made a second step, i felt someone hugging me from behind. He was crying and sobbing. He was not ready to let me face him no matter how hard i tried. I wanted to see his face , wanted to wipe the tears on his cheeks but he couldn’t let me do that. He released me from his tight hug and told me to go. I turned to face him but he was disappearing from my sight. He left me in confusion and i was very worried about him. The truth is i don’t know where he lives and don’t know where he was going. I decided to go back home.

When i reached home, i went direct to my room. On my bed, i found my passport, and everything that a person would need for traveling. When i scanned the room, i realized something was going on. There was no clothes in my closet and my traveling bags were missing. I called our nanny and asked her about what happened. She said my parents are the ones who know everything so i have to ask them. I went straight to my parents’ room and knocked the door. My parents answered and told me to get in. I asked them what was going on and my mom told me that there was an emergency and so we are traveling to Austria. The news shocked me and broke me to pieces. Everything was going on fast. The moment Julian needed me was the moment that i wasn’t there for him. He has been there for me all the time. It hurts that i have to distance myself from him this time. The worth is, i don’t know in which condition he is right now. My parents told me to go and prepare myself for the journey for the time wasn’t with us. They told me that the driver has already taken our bags to the airport. I went back in my room confused not knowing what to do. Our nanny came with clothes on her hand and told me to wear them.