Elara's Pov Tears stung my eyes as I stared at them in the yard. I didn't know how to react, maybe joy, maybe cry, maybe sad. It was all a jumble of emotions. And none was just coming up. Damon wrapped his hands around my waist. His breath tickling my neckline. Slowly his right hand lifted slowly, cupping my little bump that wasn't even a bump. " How do you feel?" He asked, his voice low. Sending shivers down my spine. " Sometimes strong, sometimes, weak. But, if you're asking about right now? I don't know how I feel." I said flatly. It was true. I didn't know my feelings at all. There was something off about today. And after I'd seen my twins. I don't know why, but I feel myself trying to understand something. Especially the history book inside that throne room, but ever since

